I had a bad habit i ache for things which are bad for me, which destroys me in the end, and as much as I know she's my fucking walking talking death, and yet still i wanted to indulge her in, eat her all and make her flow through my viens with every...
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•♪Kᴇʟʜᴀɴɪ - (ɢᴀɴɢsᴛᴀsʟᴏᴡᴇᴅᴅᴏᴡɴ)
"for what they were even here for?" He asked while I kept my head low my eyes fixed on the bottle of alcohol in front of me with my both legs spread, leaning my elbows over my thighs my body bent in front with a glass of drink in my hand and a cegrett as i sit there with my mind somewhere else's, his words and voice kept entering inside my ears but i care less.
I care less, while what keeps haunting me are those big ocean blue eyes, they never leave my head with that beautiful face of that woman, and my brows furrowed my eyes Darkens and i clench my jaw hard, my hold on the glass of alcohol tightens, revealing the viens on my hand, i take the cegrett near my mouth before sucking my inner cheeks, taking a deep breath in, letting the smog take control over my blowing boiling senses, while i hate something about this
I hate that in the corner of my mind i know she mesmerized me, and i couldn't seem to remember anything other than those eyes and her face, but what never leaves my head are those eyes of hers while i try to remember and focus on other things, her look, her state her face features i couldn't seem to remember anything properly other then those blue eyes which are shinning bright because of fear.
The innocence i remember so fucking well, that is flickering through them as i breath out a heavy breath to let the smog out of my system and i curse under my breath at what am I doing, tilting my head to the side, jimin kept walking all over the hall tensed asking questions but i haven't listen or focus on any one of them, she's not leaving my mind and i couldn't seem to let it go either and that's making me mad because i don't have any idea what's gotten into me.
I am just keeping the questions running inside my head aside, which which i shouldn't, I should've asked her, who she was, what she was doing there, how she got in that situation, what she was because as much as i know no one can look so fucking good in this way, the way she did and now she never leaves my head though it's been hours no woman has been inside my head ever like this, this fucking long, i Haven't think of any woman before or haven't forced myself to not think of any woman yet here i am.
The rage kept building Inside me making my body heat up, i clench my teeths hard while my eyes turn black pitch with my mind fucked up as i hate the fact i Haven't notice anything about her because she fucking mesmerized me too much in one look and make an unknown kind of urgency to see her again build inside me.
How the fuck? How the fuck one meeting with a woman which was only for less then a minute make me want to meet and see her again, i couldn't even seem to remember what she smells like, my mind is blank but the moment i smell her i realised, it'll make me so fucking mad because it was so hard, too much, too effective in one sniff of her, i felt myself loosing it there.
And it was that good, my every sense is so heightening right now, making the strong rage to build inside me to smell it again like a Fucking maniac of a fucking drug addict, just so i could find out what actually she smells like, it was so fucking tempting, all that i remember is her and those fucking perfect eyes and yet they are enough to make me ache my mind couldn't help but repeat it, every single second I spent with her inside my head making me hate it, hate it so much that i couldn't stop, why couldn't i stop?
I should be thinking of what just happened who are those men's who fucking sent them but i couldn't focus on anything, my mind kept Fucking it up, repeating her sight, flashing through my eyes, Jesus Christ i don't have any idea what has happened to me, what she fucking do to me, as if she spoke a spell on me or something because there's not a chance in hell i would've think of a woman ever or even if i have, then decently not on first sight.
She was so fucking beautiful, I've never saw someone with those precious shiny eyes ever before, she was so good that i don't like the idea of letting it all go, i wanted to see her again, and the thought of it just fucking makes me so mad, why i didn't try get to know about her, i just stop and kept scanning her and soon something brings me back to my senses when
Some sound echoes my ear and I come back to my senses before i slowly tilt my head to see my hand bleeding because i just broke the glass of wine with my grip getting tighter and tighter as i kept thinking of her, my jaw tickles, i slowly turn my hand palm to face me just to see pieces of glass stuck in my skin while i heard jimin speaking from behind
Fucking hell little girl, what the fuck did you do to me.
"Are you okay taehyung?" He asked his words enter my ears but i didn't reply to him while what makes the inner demon build inside me as the realisation hits me, is alone her thoughts make me do this.
My eyes darkens my jaw clenches when the rush of slight pain i felt on the same spot with my eyes froze on my hand, and i didn't fucking move because that face still haven't left my head, while my brows furrowed and a smirk appears on the corner of my lips knowing in the corner of my mind i fucking love this, making this even more fascinating for me to wonder how far she can push me if i Fucking hunt her down and trap her with me because alone the thoughts, make me do this.
My body burns while i slowly move my hand and fist it tight, the veins on my neck pop out as well on my arm when i fist and the blood drops down on the ground on the other hand jimin's words never enter my ears, clenching my jaw hard while my eyes Darkens more as i stare at it.
Because right now i just couldn't focus on what i should be doing.
And i care less about the blood flowing out of my hand without stopping my mind just couldn't stop thinking of her, until something white infront of my face bring me back to my senses
"I think you need this don't you?" He asked, raising his eyebrows, as if he couldn't get what was happening to me, neither could i, with a white piece of cloth in his hand as i shift my gaze from him to my hand before taking it from his grip, my mouth parted as i slowly take a deep breath in when i heard him speaking "what's gotten into you taehyung?" He asked confused and i tilt my head towards the open window beside me
My eyes Darken and my jaw tickles on his question, i slightly growl when i tie the cloth on my hand, slowly breathing out before i open my mouth to reply to him because i have no idea about it either, i just fucking found it so fascinating so fucking good that i just couldn't stop.
"i don't know jimin"
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