I had a bad habit i ache for things which are bad for me, which destroys me in the end, and as much as I know she's my fucking walking talking death, and yet still i wanted to indulge her in, eat her all and make her flow through my viens with every...
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•♪Kᴇʟʜᴀɴɪ - (ɢᴀɴɢsᴛᴀsʟᴏᴡᴇᴅᴅᴏᴡɴ)
My eyes burn as i stare at the shoes beside my driving seat for a moment, clenching through my jaw my eyes burn and the darkness and flames dances through them once i opens the door and step out of my car, with my body stiffens and my palm slightly itches by the feel of something i still feels over his skin, my eyes burn as i march inside
Every man standing on the door bow in front of me once i enter, and i didn't bother to look at them, i feel every senses of my body sensitive while i try my fucking best not to bring the sight of her mouth wrapped around my fingers inside my head, i try fucking hard not to let it fuck my senses before i drive my way back and get her against my bed
As i take the elevator and just being alone makes it hard for me to not think of it, when I just came back from the place she was living in just to grab her shoes for her, those tiny little ballet shoes the one that gets on my nerves while one pair of her heels which are with me and she had no idea about it, just how fucking mad she made me, I'm keeping her things to myself when I just came back from her place I feel her soft sweet smell every inch of my body
It lingers all around me that hasn't disappeared from her house even through she's not there anymore, and now my whole Mansion fucking smells like her, it get so hard for me consertrate on my work with her smell everywhere around me, and as long as i stay close to her i smell her scent lingering over my body as well, and it isn't fucking good for her or for me in any ways it triggers my inner demons her smell and voice that had consumes me in ways it takes me to my edger it makes me ache to hold her mouth in my hand and make her shut just how my senses blow up when she talk with that pretty little small sweet mouth of hers move, every word she says and i could help but eye every inch of it
When I just couldn't kiss it, it makes me even more curse to myself at how much she haunts me, though now I know my thoughts haunt her, but that cannot ignore the way she haunts me, it can never stop I'll be fucking obsessed of her the way I was the very first day i saw her even it fucking leads to my death i care less I'm just an addict of her, an addict of when she talk, when she look up at me, when she smells like my fucking death, and when she look like a fucking angel wrapped in sins
And i just couldn't help it when every single inch of it calls for me to unravel it, she's my fucking Little devil she's tempting my inner demons to break her apart, with things she says, she's fucking sad to not be able to meet her friends and I'm ready to take her with me to the same place where she sneaks around and i watch her, if I'm unable to touch her i will just watch her play with her Little friends but I can't until i fucking knew how that man gets the location of place she's in
No one knows about it, how Connors son mike and his bestfriend manages to get in there because now that Connor knows what game I'm playing because he just dissapeared but he had no idea where I'm keeping her yet his son knows
How?
Is what makes me worried because of that I don't think it would be a good idea to let her step outside the world until I figure out how he get there
"You got anything?" I ask them once pushing opening the door i enter and they quickly turn around stepping away from the laptop they were looking at with there hands leaning on my office table once i enter they quick straighten themselves to look at there backs and i heard jonathan saying "no there's nothing he just break every single camera at your mansion"
His words make the heat dance through my eyes and my jaw tickles as i walk towards the laptop eyeing down at it for a moment just to see every footage blur, my body burns and i turn my feets around towards the glass wall, taking out the cirgrett and a cold metal box out from the pocket of my pants and taking it to my lips i place the cigrett in between it looking down at the flame that dances in the air once i push open the lid and i take it closer to the end
The musceles of my neck tighten and every viens on my skin appear reaching till my jawline as i let the flame finds the end and burn it while I hear jimin speaking from being "every camera is broken there is no tracker all over the mansion as well as the camera on the back of your car, there is no one who follows you after that party then how the hell he got to know the location"
I suck my inner cheeks as i take a deep breath in Bruning through my gaze every single creature down there from the glass wall, i pull the cigrett as it rests between my fingers and my one hand slips inside the pocket my pants as i fist it and breath out the smog my jaw moves and my eyes burn while my mind tried to get how the fuck he get there
"Also how he knows that you both are even there on the party ?" Namjoon asks sitting over the couch and looking at the same direction, we stay silent for a moment trying to get the reason how all this just happened as my eyes burn and i take a deep breath in again after placing the cirgrett between my lips and breath out a heavy breath before my brows furrowed and my eyes burn
There is someone from us who's not working for us
There's is no fucking way they get to know about the party I was in there with her, there is someone from us, or may be someone from this room, or someone from the people who were present in that party and my teeth clenches hard as i slightly shift my dark black pitch gaze up to look at each one of them through the reflection on the mirror there head hung low and they seems clearly like trying to figure out the same thing
As i look at each one of there face, before shifting my gaze back
I don't want that man who seems like working for me, but is not, to know that i know someone is wrong in between the people who surround me if it tell them, they have no idea who it is neither do I and If it leaked that i know it will get hard for me to found him out so I had no fucking way I can tell them someone is there from us who's willing to die so soon
As i breath out shrugging the thought when something else came inside my head and i fucking wish it isn't what i just think as my eyes squinted
And my mouth parted and I quickly heard Jimin saying "if there's no one who follows you after you get back to your mansion from the party and If there's no tracked all around you mansion then"
I tilt my head back to look at him while my eyes burn as he look up at me his eyes squeeze toegther while my eyes burn as he says it
"You thinking what I'm thinking?
And my jaw clenches hard as i place the cirgrett between my lips again and suck in the breath and my senses fucking hurts If it turns out to be what I'm thinking
As i make my way quickly back to the Mansion
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