I had a bad habit i ache for things which are bad for me, which destroys me in the end, and as much as I know she's my fucking walking talking death, and yet still i wanted to indulge her in, eat her all and make her flow through my viens with every...
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•♪Kᴇʟʜᴀɴɪ - (ɢᴀɴɢsᴛᴀsʟᴏᴡᴇᴅᴅᴏᴡɴ)
My fingers fiddle with my coat as i button it, making it perfectly stick on my muscular body, as my other hand reaches for the other shot, bringing it near my mouth i drink it in all in once, my jaw clenches hard as i breath out a heavy breath once pulling back and resting my one strong arm over the bar counter, the poeple kept screaming and shouting behind me the music is loud while my mind is fucking things up as she never leaves my head
"I see you've been drinking alot lately" jimin says and i breathed out as my eyes burn on his words while i slowly shift my gaze to look towards his direction just to see him smiling like a fucking pcycopath, he had drink alot enough to smile like that thought he usually smile like that to be honest, it's nothing to do with the drinks he had intake.
My jaw tickles as i stare at him for a moment before tilting my head back, the woman's screaming behind, just reminding me of hers, my mind she has fucked it up so good, it is thinking of not anything else's but just her, she never fucking leaves it whether I'm working, whether I'm racing that little girl is stuck there, and the way i just took her shoes with me, i shouldn't be doing it but i just couldn't fucking help it.
They are the trigger of my every blowing up senses screaming to fuck the innocence out of her system, my body aching to fuck that beauty out of her fucking face, make those big blue shiny eyes stare right through mine as i break her over my bed, break her sweet soft body into pieces, destroy her piece by piece bone by bone, that's how brutal my thoughts become every single time she fucking cross it, that's how she make me eager to become a maniac when it comes on her
She knows nothing about me, though i know very little about her, it's different that i have just stalked her enough to know what she do at which time, the man she had never seen face of, is following her every move and she have no idea, the urge to keep her from that very day i found her injured near the fountain is boiling inside me, and I've been ignoring it, but how the fuck i can ignore the fact I'm fucking becoming an addict of her after how i just brought her freaking small sexy shoes to myself.
I'm keeping them, i don't have any Fucking idea why i want those heels to myself, because she looks so fucking unbearable in those, she looks unbearable every single time to be honest ,wheather it's her long sexy heels she wears, or her ballet shoes but the fuck those make her look like a Fucking doll, so fragile, her legs look a delicious meal to me and i remember every single inch of it the moment i saw her in woods, though i know she doesn't have a single pair of these sexy heels.
I will buy her new anyways but i want these pink ones to myself, while a curse leaves my mouth when till now I've just realised the obsession for her, the obsession she had with pink and white colour flowers, and fucking pomegranate, she fucking smells like my death, and i just couldn't help but enjoy every second of being near it and let myself die slowly, because i just couldn't help it, as much as it Fucking hurts, it feel so good at the same time.
I take another shot, my eyes heat and i breath out while my jaw tickles and my eyes shift to the side when i feel a hand on mine slowly sliding from my fist resting on top of the counter as my arm leaning on it, the hand slides slowly from my fist to my whole arm before disappearing, my body burns, these woman's behind my back kept making moves, that pieces of shit the woman he brought Doesn't seem to have any interest on him anymore.
And i can still feel his eyes on me, he's dying inside at the fact of how Fucking good i beat him in the race and only some of his friends are left to his side, as i sit there unbothered these little shits i don't give a fuck about them, he threaten me, and i would love to see how far he can go
I breathe out when i felt another touch on my hand, and curse under my breath just to hear him jimin slowly whispering "woahhh that's" he says and point his finger at my hands raising his one eye brow and a smirk on the corner of his lips "you should take one don't you think?" He asked
Yes i should take one, but right now that Little girl is way too far from this place, and I'm worried that if i take that little soul, she would be terrified of me at a point i will leave her broken under me.
"Shut the fuck up jimin" i growled the viens on my neck pop out and i grab another shot taking a sip while i heard a familiar voice jimin quickly turn his seat around to look back while i sit as it is and i know who it is, the music stops and everything went silent while my jaw tickles as i heard him saying "let's have another round"
I pull back after drinking it once, my eyes look up as i look infront where the bar tender stands looking at my back as i breath out on his words, a sarcastic smirk appears on my lips before i place my both arms on top of the counter staying still for a moment before pushing the chair back and getting up,
My eyes burn and my hand reaches for the button of my cost closing the open ones which are left until i walk and turn around making him and everyone behind him quickly to step back, my eyes rip through there souls and skin, making them see there death dancing through my eyes, i stop until my body tower on top of his, he looked up his eyes widen while he tries his best not to step back more then he already had.
My jaw tickles when i open my mouth to speak "is it?" I asked my eyes rip through his, and everyone's eyes stop on my burning sight, he choose a very fucking wrong time to mess up with me, someone had already messed me up enough and he's just cheering the flame inside me even more to burn so much it'll take not just me but everyone else breath near me at this moment
"Then let's do it, but this time there will be a Fucking rule" my jaw tickles as i said, the viens pop out near my neck while he manage to ask me, i never let his eyes look away from mine "what is it?"
"Whoever loses has to give up on their car as well" my jaw tickles as i said more in a whisper just to hear his shits heads quickly protesting from behind "this is not fair ho-"
"But if you're scared that you'll loose then go home we can skip the race" i said raising my one eye brow at him un othered on the fact of his shit heads screaming from behind as i cheer him to agree with me while i quickly felt a hand on my shoulder when he said "ok"
My jaw moves as he keeps up with me before quickly turning around, making there way towards the tracks and i heard noamjoon saying "taehyung you don't have to do this you love your car are yo-" and i cut him in between
"I said what i said, there's no way he's going to win this race" my eyes burn as i tilt my head to his direction all looking in his eyes directly i reply him, he huffed and hung his head low, while i take my one hand out in the air and jimin hand me the key, throwing it to my direction
My eyes burn, as i sit on the driving seat, my eyes sharp as well as my face features because of the rage building Inside me, as i watch the woman taking her hand up in the air, i glance to his direction once before she finally shoot it and i start the engine
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