Love is a crazy thing

Chapter 9

"Izu-"

He clutches his shirt and quickly opens the door. He can't let them see. He can't let them have another reason to get Katsuki into trouble he can't-

"Oh my god are you ok?! Hey call a teacher!-"

Izuku steps out, slams the door and quickly goes to the nurse's office. She isn't on duty, or at least she isn't in the room when he enters. 

He takes one of the beds in the back, farthest from the line of sight to people standing right by the door. She won't notice if no one's told her. 

It has curtains so that no one can see who is in the bed. Izuku gently puts Katsuki down on the bed, collapsing on the chair that is close to the bed with a sigh.

Katsuki stares down at his bloodied hand, in shock, a blank look on his face. His red eyes are glazed over and his lips wobble slightly and he sniffs.

 Its silent for a couple of minutes, the two trying to get a grip on what just happened.

". . ."

When he speaks, Katsuki's voice is quiet and so small Izuku thinks he could break down in any moment.

"I... I hurt you..."

Izuku leans onto the bed and cups Katsuki's cheeks, giving him a kiss on his forehead.

"You didn't mean to Katsuki. I know your quirk can get out of control when your worked up, it was an accident-"

Katsuki grabs Izuku's hands and shove them away harshly. He curls up into a little ball, his arms wrapped around himself, gripping his hair, his breathing heavy and quick, tears shining in his eyes, unshed for now.

"I- Your blood is on my hand... I never thought i would do something like that... not to you... But... Oh god... I did do this before, before we even got here when inko was still-"

Izuku flinches at the sound of his mother's name, a movement that doesn't go unnoticed by Katsuki, who gets worse by the small reaction.

"I'm pathetic the worst human in the whole world hell I'm not even human I'm trash, lower than trash I should just di-"

Izuku grabs his uniform shirt and lifts him up, Katsuki clearly startled.

"You should just what. Tell me what you should do, clearly giving up is easier than whatever the other option is. Your Katsuki fucking Bakugo so fucking get the hell up from this giving up shit because if you don't i would-"

Izuku's voice breaks, his eyes wide, and he stops. He slowly lets Katsuki go, going back to his chair, his head in his hands, silent. 

Katsuki stares at him, quiet. Some tears fall out of his eyes, leaving trails on his cheeks that dry and feel irritated. Still, he doesn't move to wipe them off.

"Izuku... I'm-"

The door bursts open and the curtain is swept away in a quick motion. The nurse looks out of breath, panting to catch it. She takes one look at Izuku's back, still bleeding, the skin turning black.