She's Bad News- Simon Riley x reader

Twenty Eight

a/n: nothing exciting in this chapter but I had to put something out  there. Also, 10k reads ♥

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What happened this morning was definitely not how I expected my day to start; the shower water was lukewarm at best with practically nonexistent water pressure, barely a dribble of water coming from the ancient shower head. To add insult to injury, the breakfast they served was about as good as eating last night's leftovers and to top it all off, a little 'two-person pushups' with Simon.

I suppose you could say that I have a little experience when it comes to a bit of 'bedroom rodeo' but doing it with Simon? That was on a whole other level...Raw. Animalistic. Soul-destroying in the best possible way. He calls me 'love' or 'sweetheart' one moment and his whore the next. And I loved it. There was this primal feeling that swept over me the moment we touched each other...Simon's touch was like fire, leaving a trail of heat wherever he went. It felt like it shattered my conception of myself and forged me into a darker, more wicked version of who I once was. The way that gentle touch and rough handling both seemed to combine under his touch. I couldn't help but feel lost in him, lost in the pleasure of it all. He seemed to know each and every single inch of me as if it was committed already to memory. The way his hands held me strong and steady, whilst he tasted everything my body had to offer. He didn't hold back, and that was what I'd wanted. Needed. Somehow, in choosing to let go, I'd never felt more powerful. Strength in weakness, control in submission.
I felt powerless... but in the best possible way. The way that he held on to me and let me slip into his rhythm. It let me feel in complete control of my own body, while at the same time, completely surrendering myself to him. It was euphoric. Pure bliss.

Now, do I regret giving myself to him?
In a way, yes..

Would I do it again?
Fuck yes. No questions asked.

After he satisfied me in every way imaginable then filled me like a fucking cream donut, he quickly changed back into his uniform and bolted out the door to meet with Price. I wasn't bothered that he left so quickly. That's what I wanted. The moment he walked out the door, I felt myself relax. I knew that there was nothing more to speak about. We both were just looking for something quick, and I was ready to give him that. I didn't want to get too attached, so it was the perfect scenario.

I look down at my watch, 1:07pm. I sat up with a groan, feeling the afternoons hunger pangs beginning to gnaw at my stomach, giving me that faint sense of nausea that came with an empty belly. I roll out of bed, slightly wincing as the aftershocks of Simon's onslaught from earlier this morning sent a feeling of shockwaves throughout my lower region. I tried my best to shake off the lingering feelings in order to get out of bed and make myself something to eat.

After tossing on a comfortable pair of clothes, I headed towards the kitchen to grab a bite to eat, but I just happened to pass by the room where Simon and the rest of the 141 were having their meeting. I couldn't help but wonder what was the meeting about. I hated not knowing what was going on and as far as I knew I was assigned with the 141, so technically I am apart of their team right?

The curiosity was beginning to eat away at me and I couldn't help but lean in closer to try and listen to the conversation. I only managed to catch a few words, but it was enough to capture my curiosity.

'Mission'... 'AQ'... 'Y/n'... 'Know?'

It was obvious that they were talking about me and it only served to pique my curiosity even further. What were they saying? What was this 'task?' I needed to know more.

I listen in a little more, trying to catch on to what they're discussing. 'No', I notice it's Simon talking now. I try my best to eavesdrop on the conversation taking place on the other side. I could hear Simon's voice and it seemed like he was giving an update of some kind... But just when I thought I was getting somewhere, the door suddenly opens and I nearly tumbled in.