Amara Kanley
When she wants a new happy life...
Wants to be noticed because she is alone and has no friends, she begins a new happy life in New York city and meets...
Zaire Kaalay
He is:
A Ceo
Overthinker
Arrogant
Uncaring
Introvert
Handsome
And ver...
After my door was fixed i went to watch some Tv. I watched Bolt. I loved that Movie, when I was little. By the time I watched Bolt, I drank some cocktail I made ,which is passionfruit juice with Yellow Red bull. I definitely recommend! I called my Mom, because I was so bored and then my cousin and then my Dad. And now I am thinking about to call Zaire. I don't see the problem, why not to call him.
He could be busy No he is not, or maybe- No I don't think he is busy, if he is, I don't really care. He is my fricking Boo. He should have time for me.
It's ringing... He peeks up immediately. " Hi Zaire what's up Boo, you know it's me from the coffee shop. So I was kind of bored today, not doing much watching films and that. Actually my door was fixed which is really relieving. Do you mind hanging out with me today i am really boreddddddddddddd plssssss". "......I am busy,don't call me". Well that hurt! He said it with a firm voice and also a little stressed. I think his cat died- Stop kiri you're not helping me with this. I tried!
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Its in the evening and my colleagues from Work called me to ask, if I wanted to go out. I fricking said Yes!!!!!!!!! You are cringe Thank you Kiri (offensive emoji) So I am getting ready, I want to drink today. Even tough i did not drink in a while, I want to get wasted because I am Happy and also Lonely. I have people around me, but they do not give me the energie I deserve nor want. It feels so off, I hate it. I did not found my people yet.
So I am going to wear some skin tight mini dress, she's minty with Black high heels, because I fracking love High heals.
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We slayyyy amaraaaaa! So we go to a club named Brixlex, it is a 20 minutes ride with the car so I take an Uber. On my way there I check my purse for my Phone to look if I got any notification from anyone, there is none, I am not surprised!
I get to the club, thank my Uber driver and get out of the car. It is literally full inside the club. There is not much of a line so I dont really wait outsite. I meet my friends and Dance a little, not before drinking Tequila. The music is so good it is playing Pookie from Aya Nakamura. I sway my hips to the rhythm of the music and dance a while. After drinking 7 shots of vodka, I go for a bathroom break. I am a little bit dizzy. You are not going straight at all Shut up! After I did my business I go to the bar and drink again, but this time I drink Vodka Bull, the bitterness does so good, I get wasted not much after.
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I hate everyone for not having enough faith in me,not trusting me or ignoring me, thinking i am just boring and stupid. I am fucking not that. I am not the way people think I am. I am much more.. Why can't anybody see this and have a little interest in me. Is it the way I look they do not Like? I have so much unanswered questions, i'm so angry, it is getting out of control.
I am calling someone. I do not know who, but by the time I think who it is, the person answer's. "Do you not understand to not call me again"!? "C-can you come and get me, I have a headache"! I hear a shuffle and then the beep and its silent, now I just hear the music of the club and I can feel my heart beating. It's fast. I should dance maybe it helps, nobody even cares about it so why not get wasted more and forget everything for now? While I dance I feel hands on my waist. No do not touch me! But i cant say it, because I am to wasted. He gets closer and closer. I push him off and try to walk straight to the exit, my "friends" are long gone. So I am on my own. Great, what do I do now?
I hear a Dodge Charger coming my way. But my vision is blurry, I don't know who it is. I hear the door opening and closing. Footsteps.. and Zaire Why is he in my head again, I need to forget him, he is mean, I really tried to be his friend but he declined. No need to embarrass yourself Amara. But he was hot Amara I know-
The morning light was who waked me, I moved to the other side of my bed to not be blinded be it and felt my pillow it is really comfy today. Wait- What the Hawaii tricking was that? Wait- Open your Eyes again, Amara! Is that my Zaire, or am I dreaming? You are seeing that too? Why is he in my Bed without a Shirt on? Wait- Do you see the six-pack too, because holllyyyyyyyyy
"You like Starring at others while they sleep"? "Zaire-... What are you doing in my Bed"? I don't really mind, he can stay! Not now Kiri! "You mean my Bed"? What- "Your medicine is right next to you for your Headache, the breakfast will be ready in a bit... and you can go shower, if you want". You can shower with me Really Kiri, what is it with you?
I am actually going crazy why is he-...no why am I in his room, better why am I in his fricking house? Well you called him last night saying you had a headache and he actually came- wait he f*cking came Amara!
Ouhhhhhhhhhh my godddddd why did I call him, well he came,that is good, but why? He does not like me, he was clear when he said that on the phone that I shouldn't call him.
