Noticed

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Amara

I left.
I am stupid like really stupid! What happened that night and why was I at Zaire's place. Ughhhhh that was too much. The whole drinking and him was too much. I just wanted to have a little bit fun, because I didn't wanted to sit at home and watch a film again, the whole day, that is depressing. Reading a book was also not an option, reading slump iykyk.

So I guess i did something, what I should avoid in the next few days. No drama, peaceful week, peaceful week,.. happy work-hours. 
I have an important work week ahead so I am going to concentrate on that! And the best thing is, my favourite cousin from my mother's side is in town in a week for a couple of weeks, so i am really happy.
So if I complete my mission this week, the next week I am free. I'm super hyped right now!

I should stay away from zaire this week, because he is confusing the pep out of me.

But amara did you not see those packs, I saw, there was 8!

No kiri I ain't see nothing there noooo and also stop talking about him he is distracting, stop it,  no Zaire anymore for this week!!!

No zaire?
No zaire kiri!!!!!

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Keeping me busy this week for not calling anybody to talk. Check
Keeping my mission to be concentrated for work. Check
Keeping kiri to keep it her pants and not talk about (someone) hush hush,....ehh.....still going.
It's technically done but yeahh.

One day left, it is friday morning i woke up to my alarm as always, brushed my teeth rinsed my face did some scincare matched a cute work outfit which is a basic tight white button down and grey mini skirt. My beg from chanel which i bought with my first money here.

(Imagine the skirt grey!!)

No work without an iced coffee, because I could never live for work without it, I would probably fall asleep, in the middle of the meeting. Which I did one time, because I was late for work. Shame on the episodes of tvd shame on you, I just wanted to watch one episode before I fell asleep but it turned into 7 episodes, so it was kinda pretty late till I get to sleep. You cannot really blame me, I had reasons, I love Netflix and chill so bad, that I sometimes forget to eat too.

I think I should really stop watching so much, because it is not good for me, I just forget to do things, like taking my pills or eating and drinking water. Sometimes I need to do something to distract myself because I think too much, like reading, I am definitely in love with reading. It is another world for me, a new universe were I can think how I want things to be, or better the things I read never ends, I could start reading a book and end it whenever I can. Next to my world where I'm alone, in the books, I'm not. I could talk about books my whole life, not because I've read many, because I love it unconditionally. It's my happy-sad place.