Stockholm syndrome!!
What will happen when Porchay find himself Falling for the person He was supposed to hate?
His professor, Kimhan.
Tw! R@pe! Stockholm syndrome! Homophobia! abuse!
I will appreciate it if you all don't romanticize things mentione...
Listen to 'Fade English version' By Jeff satur for extra vibes.
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Porchay got into the car while Pete put his suitcase in the back of car, 'So he is actually not going to see me off?' Porchay thought, He couldn't accept that He was still somewhere waiting for Kim. Neither he could accept that This could be the end of everything.
The necklace was tightly clutched in his hand that Kim gifted him.
(Flashback):
Porchay was seated between Kim's legs in the bathtub filled with warm water and His head was leaning against Kim's chest, Kim caressed his hair before kissing his forehead, Porchay smiled and shifted sitting up properly, Kim wrapped his arms around Porchay's waist and kissed his shoulders before leaning his head against Porchay's shoulder.
He looked up and noticed Porchay staring at him with a small smile which caused him to smile too.
"Why are you lookin at me like that?" Kim asked as Porchay blinked his eyes away,
"Nothing, You just look..... Good?" Kim chuckled at his nervous compliment.
"Not more than my beautiful baby." Kim said before Kissing on his neck which caused Porchay to whine and smack his head lightly.
"You really don't know how to take compliments, do you?"
"Ok ok, Calm down My Angry kitten." Kim laughed and caressed Porchay's wet locks with his fingers.
"Being with you, Porchay it feels so wrong to you. What I have done to you is unforgivable." Porchay sighed, Kim's apologies were tiring him out now.
"I...I don't know what to say, but it's okay, We both are safe and sound, My life is far more better now. It's okay na" "I am trying my best to become what you deserve." Porchay smiled and kissed the corner of his lips, Kim placed his palm on His cheek and Pulled him in soft kiss.
As soon as they broke the kiss Porchay felt a cold metal on his bare neck, He shuddered and turned to see what Kim was doing.
"Stay still, I am putting it on." Kim said, He nervously sat still until Kim turned him.
"You look beautiful baby." Kim said before leaning in and kissing him on his lower neck where the Necklace rested.
Porchay brought the necklace up to look at it.
The necklace:
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"What is this for?"
"It's a promise necklace, I don't know where will life lead us, I am not sure where will we both be in sometime, but i want you to remember my promise, I am never going to leave you alone. Just call out my name, reach out to me once, I will protect you with everything i have and beyond."
(End of flashback)
Porchay sighed trying to not again fall back into the memories, "Porchay, We are here." Porchay nodded and got out of the car, Pete went to get his suitcase.
Porchay sighed and snatched the Necklace off his neck, he slammed it against the ground.
'That's just how it is, Your promise was also meant to be broken Kim.'
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"Just leave Kittiswad to me." Kim told Korn. As the nurse was sitting beside him in the car. He made her call Kittiswad and told him to get to his house because she got to know that Theerapanyakul family is going to attack him tonight.
"Just lure him inside the house." Kim said, She nodded, Her son was into the back of car, She can't risk his life. Once again, The devil was falling weak Infront of his Love.
Kim grabbed her hair jerking her head up causing her to wince in pain, "I dare you to try any fuckery with me, I will make you and your pathetic child see hell." Kim let her go, The Bodyguards have surrounded the area incase anything go south, The woman got out car to proceed with what she was told to do.
"No one will suspect me, Let's go into my house, You can't be outside. You know Theerapanyakuls, and what they are capable of." She told the old man infront of her, Praying to not get caught and he thought a little bit before following her inside.
"But how did you even got to know that I am about to get attacked?" Kittiswad asked, His eyes were shot open in shock when he felt cold metal on back of his neck.
"I told her!" Kim said and laughed. Kittiswad looked at his sister in disbelief.
Kim took the opportunity and hit him across his skull by the back of his gun and repeated the action twice till he was sure Kittiswad passed out and fell on the ground near the door.
"Getting this asshole was this easy, What in the world was hard in this, That old hag Korn is really getting old, Anyways, Get him and that bitch to the main family house." The only thing that was not easy for Korn was getting someone to snitch and betray Kittiswad, But Kim was a good player of game of betrayal, He was more than aware to how to break a person.Kim checked the time on his watch and rushed out of the house to his car and started driving to the airport.
'I don't know what am i doing, why am i doing this all. Only thing i know is I am not giving up on you. Please don't give up on me. Please I beg you Porchay. Without you I'll never be okay!'
To be coutinued.....
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Kim's character must be hard to understand so here's a summary:
Kim was a normal kid till Nampheung was there, He never actually saw his mother because she died when he was in Nampheung's womb, Korn Neglected all of his childern that didn't effected him much, But after Nampheung left, Kinn was sent for hostel and Korn turned extremely abusive to him and Tankhun, Tankhun mostly used Kim to escape from his father. Kim was the Scapegoat child, Due to all that, He turned extremely empath.
He grew up and opened his own business, and Got into drugs and sex addiction. He had no reason to be good, No one to live or protect for until He found Porchay.
At first, He considered Porchay his responsibility (Didn't had guilt or sympathy, Just considered him a responsibility) but living with Porchay, He again started feeling the long lost emotions, Like guilt, urge to protect and most importantly Fear, Fear of losing, fear of not being able to protect.
With time, Porchay was changing him completely, Something into he never wanted to, but after being and feeling things again he realized it wasn't bad. It was peaceful and light.
His feelings for Porchay started taking another turn and then He got to know about Porchay's pregnancy, and rest explained in chapters.
You guys can still ask the questions tho.
I love Kim's character in series Ngl. People just fail to understand him. Unpopular opinion but Porsche deserved much more better than Kinn.
