Dancing with the Devil (Stockholm syndrome)

Part 40

Look at the Innocence, the longing in her beautiful eyes,
how did she ever got convinced she was the Villian?

Look the tears dripping on her cheeks,
that are meant to be kissed away,
how did she ever got convinced she isn't worth that?

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Porchay leaned his head against the window,
'How did i even get here?' he questioned himself, He was once a child excited of the day he will be good enough to be loved,
Here he is, He have someone to love him, to hold him like he always wanted,
Now he was scared of it all ending.

He still remembered it clearly, Every single time His parents used a few words of Love with him, Every single time he imagined it would be end of the misery, and that will last forever, but it never did.
Soon enough he did something wrong, and things went south.

He never stayed good enough to be treated gently, He never did, never will, The thought of Kim also getting tired of him crossed his mind.
He must be such a burden on Kim, He had nothing to offer instead of everything Kim gave him.

Kim have no reason to stay with him,
He got nothing to offer, He have nothing, who would want a person like him?
His body? He is aware that is also not great, since he got pregnant he kept gaining weight, Kim surely don't want him anymore.

His feet were Rubbing upon each other due to his panic, he closed his eyes shut, letting the tears that built up roll down.
He let out a sigh, before grabbing Kim's shirt and putting it over himself.

He laid down on bed, His baby bump was really visible now, even now he can't even hide that in his loose clothes, He was gaining weight as well, It was really painful to him, Everything that was happening.
He last talked to Kim was today morning, The call lasted for 2 minutes, in which Kim just told him to eat properly and promised to be back soon than sooner.

It have been 3rd day already, Why isn't Kim returning to him? He clutched Kim's shirt into his hands, he felt better when Kim's smell have had him wrapped into warmth.

'What is taking you so long? Isn't it time to get back already? Have you forgot about me already? I don't miss you, I don't. But i wish, You were here to hold me to sleep, to feed me when i am throwing tantrum, to listen to me and hold my body when I am panicking. I wish you were here.' Porchay mumbled as if Kim would hear, soon enough his eyes closed and he went into a slumber due to the medicines he had to take.

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Kim got greeted by Pete as soon as he came inside, He was back, he wanted to surprise Porchay, So he got back here as soon as he flew back to Thailand after holding a Meeting about how they have to take revenge on Kittiswad's minions for that attack and to find their boss Korn back.

He opened the door slowly, to not make sounds knowing Porchay might be sleeping, a smile small spread on his lips watching Porchay sleeping into his shirt, the button of his shirt were open revealing Porchay's collarbones and curve of his chest.
Kim slowly walked toward him and pulled the duvet on him, to cover him properly from cold.
Kim removed his shoes and got in bed, beside Porchay.
His arms sneaked in around Porchay's waist, and he pulled Porchay's body closer to his.

Porchay whinned at the sudden movement and turned around, Porchay was never a deep sleeper, he felt the movement on bed and arms around his waist, He wasn't shocked or scared, he was more than aware it might be Kim, he was too familiar to Kim's touches.
He turned around looking at Kim.

"My baby is awake." Kim said and pecked the top of his head, Porchay's eyes welled up with tears before he pushed Kim's arms away and turned his face to the opposite side, he pulled the duvet over his face so Kim can't see him crying.
"I am so Sorry it took me so long." Kim said, this reaction from Porchay was expected.
He backhugged Porchay, Porchay let go a bit and turned to Kim and buried his face into Kim's chest without facing him,
He was scared to ask if Kim will leave again.

Kim wrapped his arms around him and before he realized Porchay was asleep again.

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Porchay's eyes opened, he searched for Kim,
He was asleep while holding a pillow, He quickly got up and walked outside of room, He sighed in relief seeing Kim in the kitchen.
"You're up?" Kim looked at him and passed a smile.

"What happened Kim? What is going to happen?"

"Porchay, don't ask questions for now'

"But I need to know, where is my brother?"

"He is at penthouse, Pete is taking care of him."

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I can't be the only one heartbroken by what Build have done,
honestly i can't even defend him anymore.