TW: Before reading this book make sure your eyes aren't closed. it's a sin now.
"When will this conspiracy end, Shizuru? I could feel like you are also included in there too", Hino questioned as he and his wife Shizuru walked through a tori gate.
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The entryway to the house is on the left side, near the bottom and next to the balcony and coffee table area. The living room is also on the left, with the TV and displays. To the left is the kitchen area, and down the stairs is the bathroom. This layout makes the apartment feel spacious and the rooms easy to distinguish.
The interior of the house is a blend of Shizuru style is elegant and subtle, with tones of pastel, whereas Hino's style is more vibrant with a mix of bold, bright colors.
As he spends long hours in his bedroom, his room is a reflection of his mind. Organized chaos describes it perfectly, a mix of clutter and mess yet everything is in its place. He stores notes, photos, and clippings that hold a personal significance to him. With every new discovery, his room becomes more chaotic until all the papers, photos, and notes are scattered across the floor, waiting to be discovered. As he is unable to let go of his beliefs in his conspiracy theories, his room is a living space that holds everything he has discovered.
The conspiracy desk is a place that holds everything he has gathered. The room is a mess of papers, photos, and note, all scattered about the room, waiting to be discovered. With every new discovery, the organized chaos of the room grows until it is impossible to traverse without stepping on a photo or note. As he spends long hours in his bedroom, his room is his reflection. It is a place where he can escape from the outside world and immerse himself in the world he has built. With no one else to question his beliefs, the conspiracy desk becomes a personal space where he is the only one in control.
With the meditation music still playing in the background, he sat in the center of his room and allowed himself to become one with the universe. He felt like he was the center of his own existence, the only one in control of his thoughts and his destiny. The music became distant, and it felt like a fog was slowly surrounding his consciousness. With the fog taking over, his thoughts slowed and he slipped away into a deep relaxation. His only wish was to remain here in this peaceful and tranquil state for as long as possible, away from the turmoil and chaos of the outside world.
He knew he needed to try to get his mental and physical health under control. He tried listening to meditation music, hoping it would raise his energy or higher sense. His body was weak, but his mind was working at full-speed, analyzing and thinking about everything. He could feel his brain buzzing, like a constant ringing in his ears. The meditation was supposed to help him, but every sound was so sharp, it felt like it was piercing his brain. He decided to lay down and take a rest, hoping it would help.
He allowed the music to seep into his thoughts and take over his consciousness. His thoughts became hazy, and his body relaxed. He could feel his soul being freed from the bounds of reality. With his soul unshackled, he was soaring in the vastness of his own mind and all he wanted to do was to float in peace and serenity.
As Hino struggles to fall asleep after the meditation, he starts to notice the side effects of his sleepless nights. He can see his sleeplessness reflected in his face, with his eyebags growing larger and his appearance becoming more messy. The meditation has helped with his mental clarity and his mindfulness, but it has also taken a toll on him physically. He feels tired and weary, and it seems like his body is not able to handle this stress for long. He realizes that he needs to find a way to get some rest and take care of himself physically as well.
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Hino was struggling with a lot of stress during this time. He tried meditation as a way to reduce it, but he hadn't done it in months or years, and his body wasn't acting the way it used to. He felt like his stress was building up and he didn't know how to cope with it. He was having sleepless nights and his appearance was starting to suffer. He knew he needed to find a way to release this stress and find some rest, or else he might become even more exhausted mentally and physically.
Hino believed in the law of attraction and knew it would help him bring back his wife. He knew that his thoughts and actions had the power to shape the world around him and that he could use that power to make his wife come back to him. However, in this moment of stress and loneliness, he struggled to believe in himself and in the law of attraction. He kept reminding himself that he could manifest anything he wanted, but it was hard to believe in that in this time of pain and uncertainty.
As Hino was filled with stress, he desperately tried to manifest his wife back, hoping she would return to him. He had thought that by using the law of attraction, he could bring her back, but it wasn't working. He felt angry and frustrated.
He yelled out, "I WANT MY WIFE BACK FOR 24 F*CKING HOURS! BUT IT'S NOT LIKE THIS WAY!"
He was expressing his emotions instead of thinking logically. This was a sign that he was struggling to control his emotions and that the law of attraction was not working for him in this time of stress and pain.
Hino screamed in pure frustration and anger. At that moment, he was not trying to manifest his wife back. He was simply venting his emotions and trying to express them. He realized that the law of attraction was not working for him in this time of stress and pain. This was a clear indication that he was struggling to control his emotions and his actions. In a fit of rage, he realized that he was simply expressing his feelings without thinking logically. Even though he believed in the law of attraction, he couldn't manifest anything at the moment, his emotions were taking charge.
