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There was an agitating pain all over my body as I tried to open my eyes , slowly gaining consciousness

The more regain my consciousness , the more I wished I didn't

I couldn't even scream to how weak my body was , all I knew is that I was in a hospital, one which looked a bit too familiar

It was the hospital I worked at , the only reason I recognised it was by seeing the face of my colleague, the surgeon guy

"W-what happened why where did I"

I was about to continue before I saw the look on the surgeons face

"You.....you vanished, 3 days ago....the police had been trying to find you but they had no trace, you were found unconscious in your apartment just this morning"

My heart almost stopped beating as I tried to force myself to breathe , because my body had completely went into a state of shock

"W-what...."

Silence filled the room, as there was a piercing pain in my heart, like I didn't know how or why I was still alive

The silence broke as the cops entered the room

"Hello ma'am I'm officer Jordan and we're here to ask you a few questions about your disappearance"

He said as I gulped , scared to even tell the truth regardless of the fact that there were cops with me

"I-I don't remember anything"

Silence filled the room once again as I said that

The police officers kept asking more and more questions, trying to make me remember, but I couldn't bring myself to tell them anything

Soon after they left , and I couldn't bring myself to do anything but to sleep , not even eat

I wanted to run away from my emotions, just make them disappear, or block them, forget about them , even if it were just for a millisecond , and the best solution my body found to that was sleep, so that's exactly what I did, sleep and not move except to eat, drink , use the restroom or shower, after doing those things , I went back to bed , hoping id wake up and it'd all just go away

Many days went by of my routine being like this , I felt drained , disturbed and overwhelmed

Where was I for 3 whole days

Was the question which sent me into that trance , how was I alive? Did someone feed me while I was unconscious, who was that man , why does he do these things to innocent people? Maybe it was all just a dream? Maybe I'm going insane?

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