Limerence

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                                 Berry~
I lie on my bed , freshly showered and clothed, all I could think about was the last encounter I had with my abductor , it was all I had in my mind ,

There were maids who came and did my hair, nails, gave me a massage and left making me feel like a new person,

I'm wearing a white oversized shirt with shorts underneath

I almost feel okay, until the door opens, and two men walk in , i get up and follow, i was tired and didn't want to fight , but I was confused

Not until I was taken to a room, I recognised

The same room I almost lost my virginity in , the same one I wished would disappear from my head , and now I'm back here

The guards throw me in, closing the door behind me, the room is dark and cold , and I can't see a thing

I break down on the floor , he's going to do it to me again.....and I don't want that, but I can't do anything to stop him , which makes me want to kill myself

"Want some?"

Im startled at the voice, thinking no one was there, I get up, fear taking over my body as I recognise that deep , intimidating, pulling voice

I look up , just to see him offering me tequila

I can't speak out of fear , so I just shake my head

He comes close to me , as I back up into the wall but that doesn't stop him from coming even closer , he puts his palm on the wall behind me , the other a bit lower on the wall , only then do I see the steel bar on his knuckles, drenched in blood , and slowly also start noticing that his clothes were bloody too

"I'm tired"

I hear footsteps approaching me, and his breath on my cheek, I freeze in my spot not knowing what to do, He whispers in my ear , chills run down my spine

"help me shower"

He speaks into my ear again , as I feel the warmth of his body on mine

I freeze , my mind not being able to comprehend the words coming out his mouth, he wants me to shower with him.....and help him wash the blood of the person he probably killed off him , the mere thought of that makes me sick to my stomach

He grips my waist and pulls me up, my legs immediately wrap around his torso

And he takes me to the bathroom, placing me on the counter as a try to push myself back to stay as far away from him as I can until I figure something out, I can't let this happen again

"Take off my shirt"

He says, his voice full of demand , ego and intimidation

I hesitate, but give in. Tears forming in my eyes as my hands start shaking, I reach up , unbuttoning his blood covered shirt , slowly revealing his skin as I try to keep my eyes on the buttons, and sliding it down his body, wishing I'd die right here and now, but I'm helpless, I can't do anything