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CHAPTER TWELVE 'lies, phone calls, & promises'
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"YOU FORGIVE you forget but you never let it go." lyrics from bad blood by taylor swift featuring kendrick lamar. i think a part of me has moved on from conrad, but i'm not forgetting. cause, yeah, it was short. but it was fun, when conrad was in a good mood. so yes, i've moved on. and by moved on, i mean he isn't all i think about, which is good enough for me. i haven't spoken to conrad since the last time i was at his house gardening with susannah.
i spend my days reading on the highest branch of my sycamore tree, listening to gracie abrams, studying for my classes, and hanging out with sydney. i've missed this. i've missed my life before conrad came into it, and left, and came back, and then left. in a way, i'm glad summer ended.
on october 21st, i posted a picture of myself on my story. it was a mirror picture of me wearing black leggings and a dark green sweater. i sat in my room after posting the picture, scrolling on tiktok when i decided to check who viewed it.
one view.
the only person who viewed it, is someone i honestly thought had forgotten me. conrad fisher.
i immediately take a screenshot and send it to my groupchat with sydney, belly, and shayla.
SUMMER HOES
JULIANNA *image attatched* BRO
BELLY OH MY GODDD
SYDNEY NOT HIM BEING THE FIRST VIEWER
SHAYLA GIRL!!!
JULIANNA THIS IS FUNNY ASF
i roll my eyes and toss my phone to the side. i'm not letting him pull me in again. i'm not gonna read into it. i overreact over everything he does, and i hate that. i'm over conrad.
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11:36 pm, my phone read. it was a friday night, that october 21st. i was doing my honors english homework last minute when my phone rang. "the way i loved you" blasting though my phone speakers as i reached over and unplugged my phone. my heart sunk when i saw the name on my phone.
conrad
SLIDE TO ACCEPT
i immediately accept it. it's silent for a few seconds before conrad speaks up.
