It was now later and everyone was in the living room, Shota was now asleep on Jongseob's lap and Jiung was making dinner. After Shota had fallen asleep Intak had explained what he has seen and now everyone was trying to discuss that it would be best to hide the blades in the house after they finished their conversation they decided to wake the boy infront of them so they could help make sure the wounds were clean and not infected
"Soulie"
"Shota-kun."
"Hm?" Soul yawns as he looks up to see jongseob and then looks at him confused. Jongseob has to hold himself back not to coo at the boy on his lap
"Hey baby," Theo says as he kneels infront of Soul and runs his hands through Souls hair
"I know this isn't something you probably want to talk about, but we need you to show us where the scars are-"
"no. I dont wann-"
"I know honey and we can do this at your pace, but we need to clean up your wounds and make sure they are healthy and clean and not infected." Theo says softly
"I-, i dont want you to see them i can go clean them myself" As Shota says this his scar on his leg he had cut into way to deep earlier had started to shoot in pain
"Please shota i know it hurts.." Theo tries again with worry in his tone
"Its on my thighs and arms.. but worse on my legs. the ones on my arms are healing.." Shota says as he looks away from his members and down at his hands
Jiung comes in with food and a first aid kit for the young Japanese boy infront of them
Intak comes over and takes the kit from Jiung as the other members help shota sit up
"Can you. like pull up your pants or take them off? it will be easier to take them off so we can clean the wounds"
"They are clean.." Shota lies
"Soul.. I saw the blood." Intak says as he sits infron of shota
"i know.." Soul says still to afraid to look his members in the eyes
"Hyung we are here for you, and we love you so much. We aren't leaving and we aren't going to hurt you like we did ever again and i promise you that." Jongseob says as he takes Soul's hands and sqeezes them in a reasurring way
Shota lets goes and takes off his sweat pants revaling his scars on his thighs. and then looks away
The members see the scars some infected and some just open cut open, but the worst one was on his thigh that had way to deep of a cut
"Sho..."
"i know its ugly. if you feel different about me its ok to leave. I understand if you dont want to be my-"
"Hyung respectfuly shut up." Jongseob says as he pulls the boy into a hug "We arent leaving ever again, this isn't changing anything, it's just we need to be more carreful now and have to help you heal, and thats ok. But you have to let us help you if thats ok with you"
Soul thinks about it for a while. He was scared, scared he would be hurt again scared he would get kicked out or worse have no one left there for him, not even Enhypen knew about his scars. He didn't want to be alone ever again but he knew he had to trust his members this time
"I- ok..."
"Sho i think we have to take you to the hospitol for some of these.. One is way to deep of a cut and some of them are infected.." Keeho says in a soft broken voice clearly trying not to cry
"NO." Soul yells way to fast
"I- um.. no.- please. I can't go to a hospital." Shota says with tears falling down his face now
Theo grabs the boy's face and make Soul look at him
Soul looks at Theo and sees that his oldest hyung is crying.. This is the first time he's ever seen Theo cry and it makes Soul feel terrible.
"Theo Hyung im so sorry i didnt't mean to make you cr-"
"Its ok angel. Its not your fault, im here for you ok" theo give him a small smile and starts wiping Souls tears with his hands and hugs him and with that Soul starts wailing. he had been trying to hold as much of his tears in letting some fall out as he cried but he couldn't hold them in anymore. He was full on sobbing, crying and letting everything out that he has felt for the past few months.
"Oh honey.. Its going to be okay, you got that?" Theo puls away and holds Soul's face as he says this. and Souls nodds
"Angel can i clean these up? Lets see how much we can get cleaned up and then we can go from there, Okay?" Soul looks at Intak and slowly nodds at him and holds onto Jongseobs and Theo's hands
"just focus on us okay?" jongseob says as he brings Soul into a hug and holds the boy's hands as he starts peppering kisses on his face and Theo starts playing with his hair.
Intak takes a sterile pad and holds it against the wounds thats were bleeding and lightly pressed down to stop the bleeding.
Soul winces and crys a bit from the pain
"I know Angel im sorry. just a bit more" Jiung says as he takes one of Soul's hands from Jongseob and holds it so Soul could squeeze his hand
After Intak had finished cleaning Soul's wounds he had asked to see soul's arms to make sure that they were truly healing and he wasn't lying, He wasn't lying, they were healing so after they helped soul change into different sweat pants and then eat
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The next morning they had decided to take Soul to a doctor either way so they could check the cuts and to help with the infected wounds and sew the deep cut up.
After the doctors they took soul out to his favorite restaraunt inviting Enhypen so they could apologize to the other group and so Soul could see his other friends
