reckless for you

part 9 -

YOUR POV
i feel toms lips on mine as i wake up, "morningg" he says in a raspy sing-song voice, "morning babee" i answer back smiling close to his face, his whole face is in a smile, he looks down to my lips and kisses me again, "oh my god.. today is the concert." i says looking at the roof, "yeah.. yes it is, you'll do such a good job up there y/n" he mumbles kissing my neck, i get up leaving him, "noo" he groans sadly, i feel bad so i hug him, he rolls me over so he's on top and kisses my whole body softly and gently at the same time, the camera man walks in and laughs, "so this is what teenagers do in there spare time huh?" he points at us, tom smirks "more than that dude" he answers back leaving the man in shock, i laugh as he walks away, he can cheer me up in any mood. i giggle and go to change into a black tube top that's laced on my back, baggy jeans with some tommy boxers and obviously jewlery, tom stares at me then smiles, "what?" i ask smiling, "nothing, just that your so gorgeous." he walks up to him towering over me, i kiss him softly, i go to the kitchen and make myself some coffee, "morning y/n" i hear a deep voice with a strong german accent.

i turn around and see georg, our faces inches from eachother, i realise that he's shirtless and is wearing sweatpants, "oh-um.. morning yeah! morning.." i say nervously smiling, he laughs as i nervously take a sip of my drink, "holy shit this coffees good!" i shout smiling, "oo can i have a sip?" he asks warmly smiling, "yeah go ahead!" i say, his eyes lit up as he swallows, "holy shi-" he gets cut off with tom pushing him a bit aside having his arm around my waist, "hey man" tom says lifting his head, "yo.." georg reply's looking down at me, he then walks trying to act cool, tom slouches a bit to reach my ear, "your mine.. y/n, not his, mine." he whispers smirking, he kisses my ear gently and walks away to the bathroom, my eyes are fall wide open, i did not expect that at all. i go on tom's computer i try different passwords, tomisthebest, bestbandmember, i then try one more time, y/n69 as a joke, shit it worked.

i giggle and go on search, i place my coffee next to the laptop, i search up "tom kaulitz worst photos" i see one of tom with a shocked face and burst out laughing my elbow hits the warm liquid and spills it all over the device, i cup my hands to my face, "shit shit shit, shitt!" i whisper shout, tears are standing in my eyes, what will he say!? tom walks in, "you ok- OH.. MY.. GOD" he says with wide eyes, "what did you do!!" he raises a hand to lift the computer, i flinch thinking he was going to slap me or something, he notices and looks at me sadly "it's ok baby.." he puts his chin on my elbow and rubs my back gently "i'm so sorry!" my voice cracks, "i'll pay you back.." i look at him in the eyes, he kisses my cheek, "shh.. don't worry about it" he nods then smiles reassuringly, "you ok?" he looks at me in worry, "me? ask your computer!" i laugh wiping my eyes, he laughs with me, "FUCK YEAH!! your in luck! it works!!" he nods proudly like a little child, "ahh! thank god i was going to die if it didn't!" i exhale, "really!?" he says annoyed, "tom kaulitz worst photos!?" he laughs out loud making me giggle, "ah! my stomach hurts!!" i squeel rubbing my stomach, i was laughing WAY too hard.

"don't be scared of me.. y/n." he says sadly kissing me, i smile back at him and kiss him back also, "i love you tommy." i say with pure love in my eyes, "i love you more than anyone else could babe" he reply's making me blush, he rubs my cheek with his thumb, "ima go change since we need-a go soon!" he says skipping away in joy, so manly of him i laugh. gustav and georg get out at the same time and giggle like little kids because they did it in sync, i laugh to myself because it was funny view, "where's bill?" i look at both them, "in his room doing his makeup as alwayss" gustav replys and georg nods his head at the boys statement, i roll my eyes and go to bills room and knock in a repeated way, "come in!!" i hear him say, "hii!" i go for a hug, "you look great!" bill says looking up and down at me.

"look at you oh my god!!" i say clapping my hands, we hug again, "i'm nearly done i just need to add a bit more eyeshadow!" he says admiring himself in the mirror, "can i use your bathroom?" i ask smiling, "mhm!" i walk in the bathrooms direction and cover my mouth to stop from vomiting, i groan and throw up in the toilet kneeling down, tears streaming down my face, good that i'm not wearing mascara yet, "hey! you ok y/n?" bill asks with a tiny voice, "mhm!" i shout, i rub my stomach and vomit again, i start sobbing, bill comes in and rubs my back, "what happened!?" he says with confusion and worry, "i- i don't know.." i face down on the floor in shame, tom leans on the door making it open still not knowing what's happening until he realised, "oh shit!" he slides in my direction, he grabs a towel and cleans up my face, "your- your going to be ok.. yeah?" he says weakly smiling, "yeah.. i guess it's just the coffee" i smile i wipe my eyes, "want me to do your makeup?" bill questions rolling the brush through his fingers, "yeah!" i respond giggling, i may look fine but how i feel, is not good.

FF TO THE CONCERT HALL
me and the others are backstage practicing a bit while the crowd is crazy, they are all cheering for us, "ready guys?" tom and bill speak, tom tilts his head looking at me and gives me a "you ok?" look, i nod in reply, we all run onstage as the lights dim on us, i nearly trip because of the jeans, we all get in positions as "don't jump" starts.

i start playing the guitar softly nodding my head each beat.

♪ on top of the roof, the air is so cold and so calm ♪

♪ i say your name in silence, but you don't wanna hear it right now ♪

♪ the eyes of the city, are counting the tears falling down ♪

bill sings in passion, i walk closer to stage and start playing more passionately really getting the song hit me.

♪ each one a promise, of everything you never find! ♪

i play the guitar loudly more than the others, tom notices and looks at me, i improvise some notes that weren't originally in the song but made it better.

♪ i scream into the night for you! don't make it true, don't jump!! ♪

bills voice goes raspy making the vibe really good.

♪ the lights will not guide you through, they're deceiving you.. don't jump!! ♪

tom comes closer to me making me blush, he nods his head to the beat and so do i, the crowd cheers and points at me and tom, tom laughs. as the song ends he asks if i'm ok and i nod, i lied. i'm not.

LONG CHAPTERR, DONT WORRY THE CONCERT STILL DIDNT END!!