pain of love started playing, i was really excited for this song since it's so powerful, ( pretend that they made it that time ) as bill sings i start playing the guitar, the fans cheer loudly and sing to the song, i was a main so it really added on to the rhythm.
♪ and we go on.. ♪
*guitar*
♪ and we go on! ♪
*guitar*
♪ and on and on and on! ♪
*drums & bass*
i arch and frown my eyebrows because of cramps, i keep on playing to not ruin the performance, "psst! y/n your solo!!" tom whisper shouts at me, oh shit, i forgot that i'm doing it tonight.
♪ the pain of love with last forever! promise me.. promise me! ♪
♪ we celebrate the pain together!! the pain.. of love, love, love ♪
i mouth the words really getting into the song, pain of love is real, and the worst part is, we all experience it. as the music chills down a bit i know it's my time to shine, ( pretend that toms solo is yours! ) i start playing giving the crowd a shock, it was quite hard cause i was doing the fall method, the crowd cheered heavily as i shake my head to the notes, tom admiring me from afar, his eyes are glistening, he nods proudly and smiles, the cameras got it. at the end i exhale, "you killed it!" georg says smiling down at me, "thanks!" i answer back, tom arches his eyebrows. he's jealous and i know it. i go up to the microphone, tom looks confused but the others know what i've got planned, bill takes my guitar, "so.. i actually made this song for someone special, someone who i've unfortunately fell inlove with" i laugh to myself as everyone's recording, i love the sight, "please do enjoy this! and make sure to record, wait a sec lemme look good" i mumble making the crowd laugh, tom giggles to himself, i look at him and smile, his jaw drops, he didn't know this was for him. i georg throws me a spare guitar, "thank you" i mouth
Apocalypse - Cigarettes after sex
♪ you leapt from crumbling bridges ♪
♪ watching cityscapes turn to dust.. ♪
♪ filming helicopters crashing ♪
♪ in the ocean from way above.. ♪
tom sits on the stage admiring me, tears standing in his eyes. the crowd all wave their hands while recording, i smile and continue.
♪ got the music in you baby tell me why ♪
♪ got the music in you baby tell me why ♪
i turn to look at tom
♪ you've been locked in here forever and i just can't say goodbye.. ♪
i start playing the guitar, toms eyes widen, the audience start sobbing and singing with me.
♪ your lips my lips.. apocalypse ♪
♪ your lips my lips.. apocalypse ♪
♪ go and sneak us through the rivers ♪
i look at tom as we make full eye contact, he has tears rolling down his face.
♪ oh please ♪
♪ come out and haunt me ♪
i giggle to the sight
♪ i know you want me ♪
i wink and grab the microphone, i walk towards tom and sit down next to him, he looks at me with pure lust.
♪ sharing all your secrets with each other since you were kids ♪
his arm slivers around my waist making me shiver
♪ sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you clutched it, in your fist ♪
♪ got the music in you baby tell me why ♪
♪ got the music in you baby tell me why ♪
♪ you've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye ♪
he smiles at me warmly, i rub his tears off with my thumb and side smile
♪ you've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye ♪
♪ ooh, oh, when your alone i'll reach for you ♪
♪ when your feeling low, i'll be there too ♪
the song ends with the audience clapping and screaming loudly, i kiss tom passionately as he clenches his arms around my waist, "i love you y/n.." he says softly, he still has tears standing in his eyes, i kiss his cheek, "i love you more tom" i reply, "impossible" he winks kissing me again, the lights dims as we all run off stage, "that was amazing y/n!!" bill jumps, "your voice is so beautiful" tom says looking at me deeply in the eyes smiling slightly, he hugs me sniffing the scent on my hair, "i'm so tired" i groan, "your like always tired y/n" gustav says laughing, "like not even 30 minutes in the day and your complaining, i still love you tho!" he says reassuringly, i roll my eyes and giggle, "let's go to the hotel" tom states, i nod my head rapidly, "yes yes let's go! now" i say dragging the boys.
AT THE HOTEL
i fall on the bed dramatically, "i have work to do on the computer, fuck!" tom sulks being even more dramatic than i am, i hug him from behind, "aww poor you" i reply making him annoyed, he kisses my jawline softly, "ima go bed tommy, night" i say admiring his features, "goodnight baby" he smiles then looks back at his laptop to see what he has to do now, i change into my pjs, i'm wearing a short crop top with plaided crimson pants, i cover myself fully taking most of the sheets, i fall asleep quickly since i'm so tired.
i wake up with the most wrecking cramps ever, i go to the toilet and change my pad, i walkout to the kitchen to get some dark chocolate and a hot water bottle, i see toms back, "tommy, i'm having really bad cramps can we maybe watch a movie in bed?" i ask softly, "no fuck off cant you see i'm working!?" he screams rubbing his head, i walk away sadly, i could feel how tears were dripping down my face, i could taste the saltiness of them, i go on my phone and start watching "titanic" i put my hand on my mouth to stop myself from crying, my eyes were red as hell, i felt that i was falling asleep. 2am, i wake up with my cramps being worse more than ever, i whimper in pain till i see tom in the door way, "what do you want.." i say in pain, i'm sorry y/n" he says shameful of what he did, he climbs into bed and softly rubs my belly, he kisses me all over my face bringing butterflies to my stomach,i try turning away from him but he brings me closer, "im sorry baby" he says regretfully, "... it's ok tommy.." i caress his palm with my finger, he lips are placed on mine as we both go sleep.
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reckless for you
Fanfiction"mine.." he says with pure lust including a growing smirk on his face, he makes me feel weak in the knees whenever i hear that german accent of his. 18 year old y/n who's a lead singer and guitarist in the band called "reckless" with her band member...
