Forbidden Love || Tom Kaulitz

Scream & cry

"We're going for a drive" I said harsh as she tried to pull back.

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Ashley's POV -

He violently grabbed my wrist hard and dragged me over to his car. I winced at the pain of his hand on my wrist. He held it with such a tight grip. Tom threw open the back seat car door and shoved me inside. I screamed out of frustration because he held so much power over me. After slamming the door hard, he bent down, giving me a look through the car window. His face was filled with anger but he had a huge grin on his face. Which really unsettled me. He said something quite and because of the door being shut I couldn't hear what he said. I knew it was something horrible. Something I wouldn't want to hear.

I watched him make his way to driver's side door. I was terrified of what will happen and what he had planned for me. I regretted my actions and words. I sat in the back kicking my legs around in complete anger. He will not control me anymore. I looked through the car window to see Mel wrapped in Bills arms looking upset. She slowly picked her head up to look at me. Her eyes were puffy and I just smiled in confusion. Wondering what she was upset about. Tom got in the car groaning in annoyance.

"You don't know who your fucking with" he remarked with a grin. I giggled low to myself. He was really full of himself, it made me cringe."Why are you laughing?" he said with an settling grin. "Your nothing but a worthless slut" he mumbled looking up into the rear view mirror at me. His look was so distraught it scared me. But I wouldn't show any sign of it so I immediately sprung from my seat and hit him in the back of the head. He winced and I went to hit him again before he swung around and grabbed my arm.

He threw my arm back. Making me wince at the pain of the swing. I was terrified of what had I just done. His anger scared me but I wouldn't let him know. He kicked open his car door and came around to the backseats car door and swung it open it aggressively. Tom pulled me out by my ankle. I kicked his chest with my free leg. He pulled me out of the car making me land on the hard concrete floor as I heard Mel gasp.

"What the fuck are you doing?" I spat at him as I tried to pick myself up.

"Whatever I please" he grinned at me. I rolled my eyes at his comment, he made me feel sick. What makes him think he can do what ever he wants?

I eventually got up readjusting my top and looked up into Tom's eyes. They were so dark, filled with anger. Tom shoved me hard against his car. I smiled at the pain. I was so sick of this.

"Fuck you Tom" I screamed at him. Making his eyes hush even darker then you can imagine. A small smile creeped across his face as he grabbed my neck. The sudden movement made me gasp for air. He had such a tight grip it made me struggle to breathe.

"You make me sick" I slowly gasped out. He smacked me hard across the face. Before letting go of my neck but still holding me against the car by my shoulders. I was trying to get out of his grip before I slipped my leg up and kicked him in the balls. He winced and dropped his hands to his groin. He bent down in pain.

I leant down and whispered into his ear "fuck you really disgust me Tom. You need to understand not everyone wants you". My words startled me.

I really didn't know what came over me to say that. I knew I would be introuble and it scared me. I knew he was going to kill me or something even worse. But to be honest I didn't really care. I had nothing. I shook of the thoughts away and made my way to the couch in fear. I really didn't know what to do.

Should I run?

That thought quickly left my mind because there was no where I could run to. I had nothing else but Tom and Mel. But Mel wouldn't want to leave because of Bill. If I left there was nowhere to go. No one to run to.

Toms POV -

The pain she endorsed encouraged me to keep toying with her. Fuck I wanted to kill her so badly but something within me wanted her so bad. Normally I wouldn't stand for this type of behaviour in a girl but something felt different. Ashley's made me rush with a type of energy. If any other girl talked or acted like this I wouldn't think twice about killing them. I needed to feel her. I wanted her so badly. I knew what I had to do then I could get rid of her. I just want to hear her scream and cry.  Just one more time.