Forbidden Love || Tom Kaulitz

New guy

He turned off the bathroom light as we walked closer to the bed.

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I woke up to Tom running his fingers through my hair. I lifted my head from his bare chest and looked deeply into his eyes, giving him a small smile. He leant his head up from his pillow and took a hold of my cheek, kissing me softly. He slowly pulled away with a grin. I placed my head on his chest once again, the sound of his heartbeat filling my ear. I didn't know how to feel. He has changed so much in the past couple of days, and I can't help but feel like I'm falling for him, but the past will always live in the back of my head. The memories from when he would beat me, rape me, and try to kill me have scared me. I still see that dark look in his eyes, but he doesn't act on it. He doesn't raise his voice or even move a muscle. I know that he's holding himself back, but he will eventually break, it's only a matter of time. For now, I am going to make the most of the sweet side of Tom and let things be. Tom kept running his fingers through my hair as I wrapped my arm around him. Soon his hand that was once tangled in my hair was now placed on my back. I raised my head up to him as he looked down at me.

"Let's go downstairs" Tom smiled as he rubbed my back softly. I smiled back before rolling off his chest and onto the other side of the bed.

"I'll make breakfast" I laughed while sitting up.

I wrapped a blanket over my naked body and turned to face him. My eyes followed him as he got up from the bed and grabbed his pants that were laying on the floor. I widened my eyes as he started to dress himself. I watched as he slid his toned body into his pants, a smile creeping onto my face. Just the look of him gave me butterflies. I hid my smile underneath the blanket as I stood up. I shuffled over to my dresser and pulled out a large t-shirt. I quickly threw it on before sliding into some sweatpants. I turned back around to see Tom standing near the door waiting for me. I threw the blanket onto the bed then skipped over to Tom. I took a hold of his hand, and we began to walk down the stairs. I let go of his hand and let him sit on one of the bar stools. I walked over to the fridge and looked inside. You would think with the amount of money they have it would be full but no, there was nothing more than condiments and left over pizza. I sighed and made my way to the cupboard, hoping it would be less disappointing. I scanned through the pantry for a moment before finding a hidden bottle of pancake mix. I turned around and held it up to Tom.

"Pancakes?" I asked as I showed him the bottle.

"Get to it women" he said sly. I gave him a blank look. What did he think I was his housewife?

"Ha-ha" I laughed sarcastically as I slammed the bottle onto the bench.

I grabbed a pan from the draw and put it on the stove. I made up the mix and began to pour small circles in the pan. I flipped them and they were perfect. I got some plates from the cabinet and placed them on the table. I put the cooked pancakes on the plates and turned around to Tom.

"Maybe I should be a housewife" I said sarcastically as I waved the plates around. He lightly laughed as I placed the plate on the table Infront of him. I sat beside him, and we started to eat.

Tom had finished, pushing his plate away and sighed. "It was actually good" he remarked.

"I know" I said with an attitude as I grabbed both of our plates and placed them in the sink. 

I turned back to Tom and smiled. I held strong eye contact before he got up from his chair and walked over to me. He towered over me, keeping me pinned between his body and the kitchen bench. He placed his lips on mine, kissing me passionately before pulling away.

"Thank you" he said softly. I smiled as I placed my hands on his face before pressing my lips against his once again. I just couldn't get enough.

He continued to kiss me while pushing my body against the bench. I placed my hand behind me for stability, my flesh meeting the hot pan. I winced against his lips before breaking the kiss.

"Fuck" I cried as I waved my hand around. I pulled my arm up to see a deep burn on the side of my wrist.

Tom took hold of my hand and observed the burn. He looked up into my eyes then picked me up, placing me on the bench next to the sink. I sat down and he turned on the water. He then grabbed my hand and ran it under the cold water. I looked to him in pain as he focused on my hand. He had a light smile. I raised my eyebrow and observed his smile a moment before letting it go. I wasn't going to ruin his good mood by getting angry. I raised my other arm and placed it on his shoulder. He looked up and quickly dropped his smile. I let my hand slowly grab the back of his neck. I pulled him in closer to me and kissed him once again. I loved this side of him, caring for me when I'm hurt. He held my hand under the water as we kissed.

"Hello" Bill said with a surprised tone. I pulled away from Toms lips and saw Bill walking out of his room with wide eyes.

"Morning Bill" I laughed as Tom turned around while still holding my wrist under the water.

Bill walked over to the fridge and looked at me surprised. He raised his eyebrows up and down, mocking me and Tom. I laughed at his childishness and looked to my hand. Tom turned back to me and placed his hand on my thigh, rubbing it lightly.

"Are you okay?" he whispered.

"It's fine" I smiled as I looked back to him.

"What are you guys doing" Bill asked trying to look over Toms shoulder.

"I burnt myself" I laughed as I nodded to my wrist. Bill turned to Tom with anger in his eyes. Bill then looked at me and I shook my head.

"So, want to do something tonight Tom" Bill said excitedly.

"Hey what about me" I laughed.

"What" Tom asked looking back at my wrist.

"Gustav and Georg are going to a race, and I said that you would maybe go because I know you miss it as much as I do" Bill smiled as Tom looked over to him then back at me with a grin.

"Sure" Tom replied.

"Okay, well there are also large bets going saying the new guy around here is going to win, but I heard he's a really shit driver" Bill added looking to Tom.

"Who's the guy" Tom asked while turning slowly back to him.

"Ein neuer Käufer in der Stadt. Er leitete alles, seit wir auf dem Tiefpunkt waren" (A new buyer in town. He's been running everything since we went on the down low) Bill spoke in German. 

"Hey English please" I snapped. Tom looked to me then back to Bill.

"Neuer Typ, huh? Ich werde nicht zulassen, dass dieser Kerl meinen Titel nimmt." (New guy huh? I won't let this guy take my title.) Tom smirked with his deep German accent.

I grabbed his face and swung it back to me, "what did I just say?" I said annoyed.

"Fine" he sighed before tightening his grip on my leg which made me jump. I let go of his face and looked away.

"Denken Sie nicht daran, etwas Dummes zu tun, Tom" (Don't think of doing anything stupid Tom) Bill said. By his facial expression I could tell he was pleading something to Tom.

I watched as Tom gave him a slight smirk and Bill lightly shook his head. I hated when they spoke German, I couldn't understand any of it. I wondered what they had said and why they had to say it in a language I couldn't understand. Were they trying to hide something from me?

"Ashley you're coming with us" Tom said as he rubbed my thighs.

"Yeah okay" I said while rolling my eyes. His grip became lighter, and I looked to my wrist, pulling it put of the water.  "Well, I'll go get ready" I continued as I jumped off the bench.

"It's still morning we won't be leaving until tonight" Tom said as he turned the water off.

I looked at Tom over my shoulder and continued walking past Bill. I walked away in silence. I was worried for what's to come and why they were being so secretive. I decided I would finish the book I had started a few days ago. Just to pass time. I went into my room and picked up the book. I walked past the boys once again and sat outside. I opened page 483 and began reading chapter 12. I sighed and looked inside to see the boys still sitting at the table talking. I turned away and buried my head back into the book.