Her Innocence His Love

Chapter ~ 7

Next morning Raghav wakes up with a heavy headache and finds Pallavi sitting on the chair next to him holding his hand tightly and sleeping peacefully with her head on his chest. He lifts his face up, now his face is just a few inches away from hers, he kisses her forehead.

Good morning biwi, "

He smiled and started stroking her head, suddenly the memories of last night's incident flashed in his mind. He started to panic. Pallavi's sleep was disturbed by the sudden movements of his body and she woke up.

Raghav tum......., " before she speaks further he takes her into a bone crushing hug.

Raghav kya hua......, " he holds her face in his palms and kisses her all over face with so much love.

Biwi mai tumko bata bhi nhi sakta mai kitna bura sapna dekha......, "

Kaisa sapna, "

Mai dekha ki tum mere ko chod kar chala gaya hai, "

Woh koi sapna nhi tha, "

FLASH BACK

Nikhil mai tumhare saath nhi ja sakti, "

Par kyu di abhi toh aapne bola ki..., "

Mai usko kabhi bhi chod kar nhi ja sakti mai uski biwi hu........, "

Biwi.. par di woh accha insaan nhi........., "

Woh bura nhi hai nikhil woh bachpan se hi aisa hai thoda gusse wala aur jab baat meri aati hai toh woh aur kuch soch nhi pata hai, "

bachpan me jab bhi mai uske saath akeli rahti thi toh woh mera aise khayal rakhta tha ki jaise uski duniyaan me mere shiva kuch nhi hai aur kabhi kabhi toh woh mujhe lekar apne khud ke parents se aur mere parents se bhi jealous feel karne lagta tha, "

Woh itne saalon se akela raha hai uske pass aisa koi nhi tha jo usko sahi galat samjha sake isiliye woh aur bhi gusse wala ban gya hai, "

Par di......, "

Nhi nikhil pahle mai bhi usse dur rahna chahti thi par ab mai usse dur nhi rah sakti, "

Tujhe pta hai woh mujhe hamesha se biwi bulata hai par kal jab pahli baar usne mujhe pallavi kaha tab mujhe biwi shabd ka kya value hai mere life me ye samjh aaya mai tujhe shabdon me bata bhi nhi sakti ki us wakt mujhe kya feel ho raha tha jab woh mujhe pallavi bol rha tha, "

Ab Tu hi soch sirf ek shabd nhi bolne se mujhe itna taklif ho raha tha toh uska soch jo hamesha se sirf ye manta aa rha hai ki mai ussi hu aur aaj achanak se mai usko aise chod kar chali jaungi to uska kya hoga, "

Woh maar jayega mere bina usko meri jarurat hai aur sidhe shabdo me kahu toh, "

Woh mujhse dur rah nhi sakta hai aur mai usse dur ab rahna nhi chahti hu, "

Di bas mai aapko khush dekhna chahta hu, "

Mai uske alawa kahi bhi khush nhi rah sakti, "

Thik hai di jaisa aapko thik lage mai hamesha aapke saath hu, "

Tu bas kaka ko kuch mat batana, "

Promise di mai baba ko kuch nhi bataunga, " He hugs her and leaves.

Ab tak tumne mujhe bahut pareshan kiya hai raghav par ab meri baari hai abhi tak toh tum sirf mujhe biwi bol rhe the par ab tumhe biwi waale mere saare nakhre jhelne padenge, " She thought and a small smile appeared on her face.

She runs towards house. when she entered the house, she found Raghav lying unconscious on the floor due to excessive drinking.

Raghav......, " She runs towards him and starts struggling to wake him up but fails.

Please mere ko chod kar mat jao biwi mai tumhara bina nhi rah payega....., " he starts babbling in unconsciousness.

Raghav mai tumhe chod kar kahi nhi ja rhi hu, " she said stuffing his face in her palms. she kissed his forehead.

Pakka pinky promise, "

pinky promise, "

after a lots of struggle she successfully enters his room with him and makes him lie down on his bed. And covered him with a quilt.

She kissed his forehead and was about to leave but he held her hand in his sleep.

Please mujhe chod kar mat jao, " she remembered the moment when she said the same thing to him. she sat down beside him and holding his hand looked into his face with a lot of emotions.

apne ek daar ke wajah se mai tumse itne saal dur rahi par tum mujhse itne saal dur kyu the kyu nhi nikala mere maan se woh daar kyu gye tum mujhse itna dur aur agar tum mujhse itna time tak itna dur rah sakte ho toh phir ab aise achanak ye kyu jata rahe ho ki tum mujhse dur nhi rah sakte bolo kyu, tumko in saare sawaalon ka jawab dena padega raghav, " Then she started reminiscing the happy moments of her childhood spent with him and while reminiscing, she did not realize when she fell asleep.

FLASH BACK END

Matlab tum mere ko sach me chod ke chala gaya tha, "

Ha, "

Toh phir tum wapas kahe ko aaya, "

Appa ke wajah se kyuki maine unse promise kiya tha ki mai tumhara khayal rakhungi, " He feels hurts because she came because of his appa, not for him.

Tum sirf appa ke liye wapas aaya, "

Tumhe kya lagta hai, "

sorry biwi pta nhi jab mai tumko kisi aur ke saath dekhta hai toh mere ko kya ho.........., "

Mai kya hu tumhare liye raghav koi jaanwar hu kya jise tum kaid karke rakhna chahte ho, "

Nhi biwi aisa nhi hai woh mai......, "

Fresh ho jao mai tumhare liye nimbu pani lekar aati hu, " She left the room.

Ye sab sirf aur sirf mera gussa ke wajah se hua hai, " In anger, he started throwing all the things in the room here and there.

TBC...........