I'm writing this Symphony for You to enjoy... At time it will be bitter... but it will always end with the sweet feelings... That's a promise...
That's why it's called Bittersweet Symphony...
Because we all need to release an emotional tension somet...
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I couldn't stop thinking about him... I didn't want to stop thinking about him.
I thought he was happy... He seemed happy...
The morning after a sleepless night was rainy. I had to go to work... At least for some hours to wrap up what was left and file leave for a few days...
On the desk Jungkook left my report... He corrected it. Sometimes he was helping me with that.
I sighed heavily looking at it.
What did I say yesterday when he gave it to me in the morning? I know I saw a mistake... Something small... I asked him to check it again. I was in a hurry...
I was in a hurry a lot lately...
Did I thanked him?
I don't remember if I kissed him...
Everything around seemed so cold when he wasn't there... And I saw so many things about myself differently...
I don't know, how many times I called him just to hear: The number you are trying to reach is unavailable.
There wasn't even a recorded message with his voice at the end...
I looked around.
He made this place a home for me...
Koo...
How many mistakes did I make?
Or more like... how many things I didn't say or do when you needed it...?
I felt as if there were so many...
I don't need to ask... He somehow always knows. He somehow does things that I don't even know I want.
I've never felt the need to himf for anything... Besides the usual daily things. But not the meaningful things, which were making me feel loved, wanted, appreciated...
Did I do the same for him?
Did I become so comfortable with him that it made me lazy or blind?
I couldn't make all those mistake from the beginning, right? Would he fall for me... if I would?
I needed to talk with him...
But he wasn't picking the fucking phone!!
I felt helpless beyond words.
I reached work being an absolute mess. I couldn't focus and it was visible... I discussed the report with the team.
While reading, I noticed how neatly the report was written... I explained it to him and gave him the details and datas, but... he really made it amazing...
