Forever his Darling ; Y/n x Mattheo

Four - y/n

september 1st

"i recognise you from somewhere" pansy said as i hung up my clothes

"that's it! i saw you in my fashion magazine!" she exclaimed rushing to her bed

she pulled out a magazine and flipped through the pages.

"this is you isn't it?" she asked pointing to a photo

it was me.

i had done a few small modeling jobs in new york but i hadn't expected anyone to recognise me.

"yeah it's me" i replied

"so your a model?" pansy asked

"not really. i just did a few photoshoots" i replied

"it's still cool that you ended up in a magazine tho" pansy said

"i guess so" i shrugged

a piece of paper slid out under our door.

"what's that?" i asked as pansy picked it up

" i don't know but it's got your name on it" she replied handing it to me

i took it confused and began reading.

y/n,

we need to talk asap.

meet me on the Astronomy tower at midnight.

MR

"it's from mattheo" i answered "he wants me to meet him on the astronomy tower at midnight"

"ooooh" pansy replied smiling

"i haven't spoken to him in a year is so weird..." i started

"can i ask you something?" she asked

i nodded.

"what actually happened between you and mattheo, he doesn't really say what happened" she asked

"oh well, my parents decided to divorce and then my father decided to move to new york and bring me with him, it all happened overnight, one day i was living in London and the next i was on a plane to new york, i didn't even get a chance to say goodbye to mattheo before i was put on a plane, i ended up sending him a letter but he never replied" i explained

"your father made you move continents overnight!?" she exclaimed

"yeah.." i replied

"did you miss mattheo when you were away" she asked

"I've missed him every single day the past year, i was so in love with him and then it was all gone, i don't know if we will ever be able to figure things out but i will always love him" i replied

"that's sweet that you still love him. i think he might love you too" she said

" i doubt it, he seems really mad at me" i said

"Theo's said to us before that once you left he completely shut off his emotions and caged his heart off. he said mattheo was happiest when he was with you. he also said that none of us have even seen the real mattheo and that we should wait for it to show through" she replied

"really? i didn't expect that from him, i remember him as a happy funny person" i said

"i don't think i've ever seen him properly smile or laugh at a joke" she replied

"wow. that does not sound like the mattheo i knew" i said

"you'll see what i mean when you see him later. you are going aren't you?" she asked