what the motherfucking fuck am i doing right now in my crazy ass life?

let's take a nbti personality test

okay. so the options are strongly agree, agree, partially agree, neutral, partially disagree, disagree, strongly disagree.

1. "do you regularly make new friends?" neutral. 

2. "you spend a lot of your free time exploring various random topics that pique your interest." strongly agree.

3. "seeing other people cry can easily make you feel like you want to cry too." strongly agree.

4. "you often make a backup plan for a backup plan." neutral.

5. "you usually stay calm, even under a lot of pressure." agree.

6. "at social events, you rarely try to introduce yourself to new people and mostly talk to the ones you already know." strongly agree.

7. "you prefer to completely finish one project before starting another." disagree.

8. "you are very sentimental." agree.

9. "you like to use organizing tools like schedules and lists." strongly disagree.

10. "even a small mistake can cause you to doubt your overall abilities and knowledge." strongly agree.

11. "you feel comfortable just walking up to someone you find interesting and striking up a conversation." disagree.

12. "you are not too interested in discussing various interpretations and analyses of creative works." neutral.

13. "you are more inclined to follow your head than your heart." neutral.

14. "you usually prefer just doing what you feel like at any given moment instead of planning a particular daily routine." partially disagree.

15. "you rarely worry about whether you make a good impression on people you meet." strongly disagree.

16. "you enjoy participating in group activities." disagree.

17. "you like books and movies that make you come up with your own interpretation of the ending." disagree.

18. "your happiness comes more from others accomplish things than your own accomplishments." neutral.

19. "you are interested in so many things that you find it difficult to choose what to try next." partially agree.

20. "you are prone to worrying that things will take a turn for the worse." strongly agree.

21. "you avoid leadership roles in group settings." disagree.

22. "you are definitely not an artistic type of person." disagree.

23. "you think the world would be a better place if people relied more on rationality and less on their feelings." neutral.

24. "you prefer to do your chores before allowing yourself to relax." disagree.

25. "you enjoy watching people argue." disagree.

26. "you tend to avoid drawing attention to yourself." partial disagree.

27. "your mood can change very quickly." strongly agree.

28. "you lose patience with people who are not as efficient as you." neutral.

29. "you often end up doing things at the last possible moment." partial agree.

30. "you have always been fascinated by the idea of what, if anything, happens after death." strongly agree.

31. "you usually prefer to be around others than on your own." disagree.

32. "you become bored or lose interest when the discussion gets highly theoretical." strongly disagree.

33. "you find it easy to empathize with a person whose past experiences are very different from yours." partial disagree.