○Smile For Me○ ○Sun/Moon x Reader○

○Chapter Ten○

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TW: Self-harm and descriptions of blood

(Due to the amount, I'll summarize it after.)

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"Y/N, what the hell...?"

I looked up at the voice. My wrist just has blood gushing out of it. A nervous chuckle left my mouth. "Hi, Sun..."

Sun had a look of shock on his face. He moved closer to me and grabbed the part of my arm that wasn't torn in shreds. His eyes looked over the entirety of the wounded arm. The skin that was once there was either on the ground, bed, or just dangling from the rest of the skin.

"Why did you do this..?" He asked with a shaky tone. It was clear to me that Sun didn't like this. He didn't like seeing me hurt, I don't know why.

I looked at my arm, a blank look on my face. "I couldn't handle the feeling of my skin being cracked.."

"That doesn't mean you should peel off your skin!" He said loudly as he tried to find bandages. His gaze saw the bandages in the trashcan. Sun reached down to grab it, but I stopped him by smacking him. "What?"

I shook my head. "Your father laced them with a poison and made them stick to my cracked skin, trying to kill me."

"Mr Shine wouldn't do that. He wants smiles, not death." He furrowed his brows at me, not believing my words. A sigh left his lips, and he turned to leave the room. "I'll get you bandages, don't you dare harm yourself more."

I smiled at him. "No promises." He gave me an odd look before walking away. I sat on my bed, humming to myself as I lightly swayed side to side. My mind reminded me that I had cracks on my neck, around my collar bones.

My hand reached up and felt it, yep. It's still cracked. I scratched. And scratched. And dug my nails into the skin. Then, I tugged and pulled and tore. My skin peeled off much easier here than my wrist. Hell! I was even able to peel the skin on my neck!

I let out a rather strained laugh as I felt my blood drip down my untorn flesh. I stared at the cracked and bloodied skin that lay beside me and on my hands. It looked like I murdered someone!

The blood dripped off my hands onto the white bedsheets. My torn skin stained the floors in a crimson red. There was even a little bit of blood splattered on the walls!

HAHA! How funny was that! I smiled and laughed at the damage I've done to my body. Although... I felt them again. The cracks. The burning.

My smile turned into a frown. I saw the cracks appear where I stopped tearing my skin on my arm. I felt the same thing happen around my neck and under my collar bones. My nails needed to be sharpened again. I tried to find what I used before but couldn't find it. I scowled and used my now dull nails to dig and tear at my skin.

The more I teared of my skin, the more blood that splattered. The bright crimson red blood now stained the sheets, walls, and the floor! I laughed at what I've done.

The cracks... they keep coming back. I frown. I scratched more. And more. And more.

More.

More.

More.

More.

More.

My mind went hazy, but I didn't stop. The pain was numb. I felt nothing. And I hated it. All I felt was the cracks. The burning. I don't want to feel it! I stabbed my dull nails into the raw, bleeding flesh under my peeled skin on my wrist. I smiled, nearly squealed, at the pain.

It was so... relieving! I want to feel more... I dug and teared through the raw flesh, the muscle? Blood sputtered out, and I smiled. But... this wasn't enough.

I wonder if this is what Mother wanted from me? Did she want me dead? Tortured? Insane?! Because, HAH! It won't happen from someone else!

I WILL BE MY OWN DOWNFALL!

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Summary:

You couldn't handle the burning from before because of the cracks, so you kind of lost your mind slightly and hurt yourself in a major way.

Sun noticed and went to get bandages. But leaving you alone made you just hurt yourself more.
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Heya!

I had some fun. Especially since the music I was listening to was very... chaos inducing!

Anyway, I hope it wasn't too triggering. I hope the summary was good enough, too.

Now then, have a great Day/Night/Evening, my fellow weirdos!

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