I start heading to the door and hear him sigh.
"Atleast make a good choice with the switch or you know what will happen next right?"
"Yes master"
I can't help but think what he's going to do to me today. I've messed up big. I don't think I'll be spared .
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I'm having a hard time finding the right switch. One is too small... another too big... another too weak. This is so stressful. He didn't even give me scissors. The brat in me is so far gone. I can't really think of a brat move now.
I pick two switches and head back into the house. As soon as I enter he instructs me to come into the kitchen. It's an open kitchen so I can see him from the door. I walk into the kitchen to find two wooden spoons laid on the kitchen counter. And two belts laid on the counter. I place the two switches on the counter. I always bring two to avoid him getting one. If he does I'll definitely regret it.
"Good to know you can make good choices"
I don't say anything in response.
"Is there anything you want to tell me, anything you think I should know?"
This is my chance to open up and save myself. I can't think of anything I've forgotten. I nod in denial.
"Okay strip...all your clothes off and that hair shouldn't be touching your body"
I quickly obey. I don't want to worsen things.
I'm so ready to no longer sit down for weeks.
"Stretch those hands forward. You don't take them back. Palms up until I'm done. Clear?
"Crystal"
I nervously stretch my hands. I'm so scared it's going to hurt so much .
Whooosh!!
I quickly withdraw my hand before the switch lands on my hands. He just stares at me no words. I mumble sorry as I stretch my hand again.
Whooosh!!
This one lands on my palm and I let out a cry as I stump my feet. Ouuuchh. This one hurt . I don't know how many to come jeeez.
Whooosh!!
Whooosh!!
Whoooash !!
Whooosh!!
Whooosh!!
I withdraw my hands. This switch hurts so bad. My eyes are filled with tears.
"What did I say about those hands?"
"I'm sorrrryyy "
"You're not close to being"
He pushes me over the counter making me lean over it and quickly lands four swats on my thighs. I can only fight to stay still. I let out a scream.
"I'm sorry I won't move it again please"
"Good. Now tell me something I need to know. I know you know what I'm talking about......stretch those hands."
Whooosh!!
"There's nothing I'm hiding "
Whooosh!!
"This might continue until you tell me the truth so it's up to you"
I cry as the swats keep coming every thirty seconds. I can't remember.
