COMPLICATED LOVE

Chapter 31: All i need is to be with her.

Freen's Pov

We are all here now waiting for becky to wake up.
Its almost been a whole day since she lost consciousness.

The doctor said that Becky suffered from too much shock because of the sudden rush of her memories.
And they need to do more tests but we need to wait for her to wake up.

I looked at her and held her right hand and placed it on my lips and kissed it. I closed my eyes.

Please wake up baby. Please we still have to do lots of things. Lots to fix on our house. We have to many plans lined up.

"So you knew all along?" Mr. Armstrong's voice brought me back to my senses.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at them. Yes them.

My mom, becky's family and rose.

I slowly nodded.

"Why didnt you tell her anything?" He asked again.

I took a deep breath.

"Because im selfish." I said and gave him a bitter smile.

" even if no one told me. I know its my fault why becky forgot everything that happened back then." I said and gave becky another glance.

"No honey it was no ones fault." Mrs.Armstrong said as she pat my shoulder but i shook my head.

" i know if i didnt say those words back then becky wont forget everything. I was so guilty and just went back to my sense when i got back to my hospital room and i immidiately want to go back to her but my mom said i shouldnt yet. That i need to rest too. "

"B-but i thought you too forget what happened.. " my mom said in confusion.

I held becky's as i remembered what happened back then.

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"Mom please let me see becky! I didnt mean to say those words! Its not her fault! And i will never hate her! Please!" I begged as we go back to my room.

"I know sweetie but for now you need to rest. We'll visit her again tomorrow . Okay?" My mom said and the next day i nagged her to let me see becky.

The moment i entered her room i saw her playing with richie. His brother.

"Becky!" I called and ran towards her. I hugged her so tight and started crying

"Im sorry. Im sorry i didnt mean to say those word becky. I will never hate you. It was not your fault. Im sorry.. " i said and i pulled away to look at her but confusion is written all over her face as she looked at me and to the other people inside her room.

"Ahh .. s-sorrey but do i know you?" She said as she slowly pushed me away from her and removed my arms around her. C

"B-becky?" I called. She looked at her parents like asking for help as she doesnt know what to do. And i felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Sorry but i dont know you. I think you got into the wrong room" she said with an apologetic smile.

And i thought shes just playing because shes still hurt because of what ive said yesterday

"H-hey, im really sorry. Please ? " i said and i smiled as she reached for my face and wiped my tears.

But what she told me broke my heart

" I'm sorry but I don't really know you" she said.