X. i hate you

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i hate you
but i actually don't,
i hate the way you make me feel

i hate how you make me feel nervous
the way you make me feel insecure
how you make me feel like one day you want me,

and then the next day i'm just your old chewing gum
stuck to the sole of your shoes

all while you just walk all over my emotions

i hate the way i want you to want me too
i hate that you are the only one in my eyes

the thing i hate the most is how desperate i have turned,
i want nothing more, but talk to you
can you please break the thick wall between us?

i want to hate you, but i can't

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