MY KING

I'm regretting

I lied on the sofa , totally depending on him . I was feeling better but was a little weak . I couldn't walk properly and he promised to go to the doctor's tomorrow . He cooked the food and gave me soup and fruit juice to work on my weakness .
It was evening and he put on some movies to binge watch . He got a blanket and popcorn and switched off the lights .
He , while the movie started , hugged me and contained me in himself and I felt like  lying in fresh grass . His smell of roses made so comfortable and my eyes switched from the screen to his beautiful face . He couldn't notice and I stared at him until my eyes closed and I fell asleep.
The next day I found myself ony bed with him lying next to me . It was the day to visit the doctor and I was nervous . I got up and I was feeling better than the last two days. When he woke he looked like a depressed frog had mc Donald's clown's hairstyle. He looked funny but soo cute . I told him about how did not want to go to the doctor's.
"Mahesh , mujhe doctor ke paas nhi jaana hai .."

" kyun , tumhari tabiyat kharab hai, checkup toh karlo yaar "

"Baadme kabhi , kal chalna par Aaj nhi "

" theek hai , jaisi aapki marzi . "

I switched on to some other work and he went to the terrace to clean the mess we did two days ago . Lots of noise was coming so I ignored them as he does it when cleaning . I had the duty to wash the dishes in the dishwasher and cok the food . It had been late since he got there and hadn't returned so I went upstairs to check upon him . He was scrolling on his phone sitting on the edge of the rooftop . When I went more closer I found that his eyes wet and cold . I silently saw what he was watching and they were Haye comments about how there is no video from 3 months and some of the comments were genuinely concerned about his health. I couldn't do anything but to feel disheartened as this all happened because of me , I should have never interfered with his life , i shouldn't have come here . I went back down and closed the room door after checking on the food . I cried my heart out and regretted everything whatever happened to him due to me . His one small tear would tear my life's decisions .
He came down and knocked on the door , i opened the door and I found him with a gift in his hand . He said it was for me and I should open it afterwards, first he needed food and water .
"Kal se main kaam shuru karunga"

"Achaa , main koi madat kar sakti hoon ?"

"Tum mujhe research karke de Dena and editing kar leti ho ?"

"Haan"

"Mera editor aur tum milke kal ek video taiyaar karoge aur main shoot kar lunga "
"Script?"

"Wo ban rhi hai abhi kal Tak AA jayegi aur haan ! Yeh gift parso kholna aur abhi mujhe khana dedo pls "

"Hmm haath dhulo main laa rhi hu"

He got his hands washed and we ate together discussing on the topic . He went to sleep and I went to reasearch and provide the writer with information . I never asked about his rush to make a video because I already knew and didn't want him to look back at me .