Silly P03m B00k

Change

Change

Everyday is stand in the mirror
I pick at myself
And nag at my body
I isolate myself from everyone else's
Appearances.
Something I've always wanted, something most people find weird or scary.
Change.

Change.
A change in my eyes, a trade for
my dull ones, for those of bright jewels

Change.
A change in my nose, I wish it
Were less square.

Change.
A change in my stature, I like
My curves, but I'm too wide from the
Side.
I don't like the bump on
The back of my neck, it reminds me
Of my child like self

Change.
A change in my composition,
I wish I could lose the extra fat
On my arms, so I can show off my
Progress.

Change.
A change in my bones, in my lungs,
In my health, Arthritis and Asthma hurt
When I try my hardest. My blood never
Has enough sugar or iron

Change.
A change in how I see myself,
I wish I could see myself
like how I see others

Change.
A change in my spirit, I wish
I wasn't always a pushover to
Orders

Change.
A change in my self worth, I wish
I was content with everything about
Me, I wish I wasn't bitter about
My sides, or my eyes, I wish I
Listened to myself.

I don't need change, I don't
Need to constantly seek out romanticism
Because I have a hole in my heart.

Change.
I don't need it, all I need
Is my own love, and my friends,
Who cares what I act, or look like?

Change? Who needs her? I love me,
And that's all that matters.