WONDERLAND || an inanimate insanity fanfic || REDONE ||

I cant explain it until I get it

"OH! I'm so sorry I didn't mean to bump into you, I wasn't looking"

"Suitcase, calm down, it's fine..I'm fine, you don't need to apologize I now it was an accident"

Suitcase looked at lightbulb, embarrassed and not knowing what to do right at the moment. Lightbulb noticed something

"I like your dress! It's not what you usually wear but I think it's pretty!"

"Thanks....I just grabbed it, really"

"....I-....You okay right now..? Would you like to explain what's going on?"

"No thanks, I'm fine. Just.....tired and I just had a weird conversation with balloon"

"Oh, well....I have to get going now, bye suitcase!"

SUITCASES POV:

I saw lightbulb walk away, I had some feeling I that I was experiencing, but I couldn't explain it. I just went to the kitchen and got a snack, then I just sat down, not noticing paper and bomb talking right beside me.

I couldn't exactly hear what they were saying, I must have been zoning-out, but I did see fan looking at me weirdly..

I then started to hear paper and bomb, they were talking about other people in the hotel, more specifically, the people who had a close relationship with the season 1 contestants. Microphone, testube, fan, myself

I think they were talking bad about us, I could hear words like "stupid" "bitchy" "rancid" "waste of space"

I knew it was very unreal of paper, he was always kind-hearted and caring to others. Was he just pretending to be that?

I was zoning-out and thinking so much I didn't finish my cookies and I didn't realize it was lunch already, everyone was already gathering up to sit down and eat

I felt a slight breeze coming from right in front of me, but I didn't notice it completely until someone brushed they're fingers against my arm, causing me to jump and grab that person's arm tightly, which caused them to also jump

It was paintbrush, they looked frightened and shocked, before getting mad a bit

I quickly let go of them and apologized quickly, I started stuttering

"Paintbrush! I-i-i'm so sorry, I j-j-j-just didn't s-see you comi- w-w-walking towar- l-looking at me!!"

I was terrified and I saw they're hair get light up. I didn't know what to do, and I saw lightbulb trying to calm them down, I didn't realize I was tearing up and they're yelling was the cause of it

I ended up pushing them away and running outside in a panic, I felt like I was having a panic attack right there, I was sweating, crying, and shaking all at once.

I didn't know why I was freaking out over something so small, I don't like people raising they're voice at me, probably the reason I started crying.

I can't explain my dream, the conversation I had with balloon, my zoning out for no reason, my breakdown in front of everybody

I can't explain it, I can't, I can't at all. I don't understand myself, I can't explain my feelings,

I don't understand myself

I dont think I ever will