"I'll Fight Hell To Hold You" / Kinnporsche Fancition

CHAPTER -3

"Stop the car, Pete", Kinn said as he stepped out of the car.

" Are You Kidding me, Out of everyone else. You Brought me to your Little brother apartment ", Vegas said rolling his eyes in annoyance

Kinn decided not to speak anything. His Mind was already foggy and he could still feel the weakness in his Body. Though he still feels embarrassment after the emotional breakdown in front of Vegas and Pete. He still can't stop imaging how will they react to the news.

There's another lingering thought in his Mind. It's his first Visit to Kim with his baby. Will he/she like Kim after growing up, Will Kim act soft with them? Will Vegas teach them how to shoot? Will He become kind Like Pete? And Most Important question Will He become foolish yet Smart Like Porsche?

The Thought of Porsche playing with their baby already makes him overwhelmed. But still the fear present in his body oppose the happiness. What if Porsche didn't expect the baby? Can he go through all pregnancy alone knowing there will be a time when he will start hating himself that no one could fix him except Porsche. He needs Porsche like drugs, cause Porsche is the reason he's breathing and hadn't given up yet

The Thought of Porsche not accepting him scares him, It scares him too much that words can't express it. Will Porsche think it as a mistake? What if he thinks it's kinn some toyboy's baby or maybe His some Dirty trick?

He kept taking deep breaths, tears started filling his eyes, his throat was hurting and burning, his stomach twisting, and causing him to feel extremely nauseous. Kinn was so lost in his own thoughts as he didn't notice someone unlocking the door

"It's okay Sir, You are okay. Please take deep breathes", Pete said trying to calm kinn who was having a panic attack. Not sure about the reason behind it, he still tried his best to help kinn without crossing any boundaries. Even though Vegas keep standing like he doesn't care, Pete could see the concern in his eyes

" I c-can't ", Kinn said closing his eyes, trying to breathe yet failing. Pete himself starting panicking, knowing he isn't becoming a help either. Vegas slightly push pete aside and Kiss his forehead before holding kinn wrist and placing it on kinn's chest

" Can You Hear the heartbeat kinn. It Isn't just Yours, now there's another heartbeat inside you. You are also causing discomfort to baby, Try to breathe with me. You want the baby to be healthy right ", Vegas said much to Kinn shock but he listened to Vegas words nonetheless and Followed his instructions.

After some time he was finally able to breathe normal but he was still feeling dizzy. He whispered a small thank you before Taking deep breathe, he Came out of the car, Walking towards the door of apartment followed by Vegas and Pete.

Opening the door kim doesn't question his presence, he glares Vegas before letting them enter the apartment. Kinn Sat on couch in front of kim and Pete stand beside him. Vegas just roll his eyes before going to Kitchen to find some beer, he can't deal with these brothers without it.

"How are you Kim", Kinn ask with a nervous smile not knowing how to start the conversation. That's a job he always sucks at, Knowing his brothers aren't emotionally attached to him he doesn't know how to bring the topic without awkwardness. Kim however just looks at him with face devoid of any emotions

"I'm good ", he said smiling though his smile wasn't for kinn. He was smiling looking at the stairs side and there kinn saw a sleepy Porchay coming down stairs
Kinn was loosing his grip on his anger, he adores Porchay but right now His Talk Is more important and He can't spill anything unless getting proper attention from kim. He feels like a neglected child

"Can You Focus to My Words, kim", Kinn said with a hint of annoyance

" P'kim why you didn't wake m- Oh Hey! P'kinn, P'Pete. Sorry i didn't notice you before", Porchay said feeling slightly embarrassed. He came and sit beside kim who kissed his forehead, ruffling His hairs.