"I'll Fight Hell To Hold You" / Kinnporsche Fancition

CHAPTER 5

< Be ready with tissues for this chapter>

It was gonna be last chapter, but don't worry there's 1-2 more chapter ahead

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The doctor came out of the medical room with a poker face but with a hint of sadness, fear in his eyes. but before he could speak , Porsche mobile rang

".... yea I'm coming", Porsche cut the mobile with a groan

" is he okay? I need to go right now. Make sure he receive proper rest and care ", Porsche said and left immediately

" This time, You should have stayed Porsche", Dr. top whispered

Inside the room >

Kinn wake up, his throat was dry and he felt a sharp pain in his stomach. When He touched it, there were stitches. His baby? His baby, is she okay. Kinn look around the room to find no one, the small bump was gone. Is his child no more in this wor-

No No, he tells himself. It can't happen,
Porsche didn't even knew about the child, they didn't even saw the baby and it's gone. It's gone like his will to live

"Mr.Kinn, You need to rest", Dr. Top said looking at him with sympathy

" WHERE'S MY CHILD ", Kinn shouted like a angry mother

" Mr. Kinn Please-

"Just Tell me where's my baby", Kinn begged as few tears escaped his eyes

" You had a miscarriage Kinn, I'm sorry for your loss", Dr. Top said and Kinn world came to a halt

He knees felt weak, as he fell on the ground. "But I didn't even got the chance to tell Porsche about it", he said breaking down in fits of sobs

The room echoed with cries of a broken mother and Nothing pain can be compared be with what Kinn is feeling

Only If He wasn't arrogant and insecure
If He had told Porsche about the baby before, maybe his baby would be alive

Kinn Kept his hand on his stomach where once his and Porsche baby was growing.

Only If He wasn't a failure, if he had met his dad expectations. Maybe his baby would be here with him

He lost his everything at once and nothing could ever subdue this pain. It's gonna haunt him till his last breathe.

It felt like a part of your heart ripped out from your chest; something very, very important was taken away from you permanently, and for good.

It is never coming back, and it will never recover or heal. It is a scar that will remain until you're dead.

Only If he wasn't a monster, How could he kill his own child! ?

He failed not only his child, but Porsche too. No wonder Porsche started distancing him from a monster like kinn

Before he was in doubt if Porsche will break up with kinn but how he's damn sure. Porsche will hate him and he can't bear it. He can't bear any pain. It's too much, everything is too much.

"LEAVE ME ALONE", He screamed through pain. Left with no choice, dr. top also left. He made his way to bathroom
As soon as he was sure the bathroom door was locked , Kinn let himself fall against the white wall, eyes void and unfocused.

It felt like there was an immense weight on his chest, making it hard if not impossible for him to breathe. He kept taking deep breaths, his throat was hurting and burning, his stomach twisting, and causing him to feel extremely nauseous