in every universe (nick and Charlie story

chapter 39

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Author note at the end (read it please)

nick pov:

i watch how charlie leave and i left him there is nothing that i can do stop him, he know the truth  now he know everything, i should have told him.....everything  but no i was a fucking idiot and just kept ignoring it and then today how? how could left him walk away? i broke down on my knees buring my head in my hands and started crying into my hand how can i be this stupid, charlie was the best thing that ever happened to me and i just let him away like  why did i left back at his house? i should have told him about what those messages means but no        suddenly i feel hand in my shoulders i look up and see imogen i look back down "what do you want" i said  i stood up without looking at her "nick......" she said step closer to me she put his hand on my arms i turn to look at her "what?" i said coldness in my voice she didn't said anything neither did i  and i got annoyed "for fuck's sake just spit it out imogen" i said annoyed she took a step back and she looked pissed off " you know what nick? this all your fault if you would have fucking changed then maybe this wouldn't have happened" said imogen i look up at in disbelive "you don't fucking understand anything" i screamed my throat hurt so much for all the screaming from tonight "oh yeah why i don't understand it nick huh tell me?" said imogen she all read from being cold because she came out with a coat and plus  from anger and screaming "just fuck off" i said she rolled her eyes she took a deep breath to calm herself down the she spoke from calm voice "you know nick i don't blame you for hating us BUT you        should't do  that either" said i didn't said anything she waite for em to reply but i didn't she turn around "i hope one day you change.......goodbye" she said and started to walking away "you know i lost everything because of you guys?"   i said and my voice broke she stopped and  looked back "what?" she said confused now she's facing me now "you heard me.........my friend group......my friends...........the only person i loved...........my whole life here.........you took it away" i said "nick you didn't loved him" she said "you don't know anything" i screamed at her she looked at me suprised she didn't said anything she just   turned aroud and walked away without saying a word i stayed there alone is a cold rain i started sobbing again  and soon i broke down crying again.... well i guees  that's going to happen this past  few weeks.....months......or maybe forever  my phone rings i look at the time 10PM jessus time flies i look who's calling MOM the screen says i picked up "hi darling it's 10pm where are you?" she asked  "at the pizzeria" i said tried to talk in normal voice did not success my voice broke at the middle of sentence "nick are you okay did something happened?" she asked  "c-can you pick me up?" i said she sighed "i'll be there in a few minutes stay where you are" she said and my phone clicked signaling she endded the call  i waited my mom she arrived after a few minute she looked at me worried i walked up to the car and get in it mom started driving without a word and i'm glad if she would ask me what happened and tell i would cry and never end crying 

at home she said that i should sit  down and wait for her and she make a tea for us "so what happned?" asked mom she put the cups down and sat down i didn't said anything afraid of breaking down inro tears and never stop  mom waited a few seconds then sighed "did you and charlie had an argument?" she said i looked at her and started laughing what turn into sobs "i wish it was just an argument" i said sobbing she looked at me confused "what do you mean by that nicky?"she asked i looked down for i few minutes try to get words out and somehow try not to cry i looked up at my mom "he um- broked up with me" i said so that's it i said it out loud       it's real.................. it's over  i broked down crying it hurt it fucking hurt why was a fucking idiot if i would told him  this would never happen      but i didn't and now i lost the only person i loved, i trusted, i felt like i'm going to live my life with him, the only person that mattered me more then anyone, my everything.......my whole life,the only one who made me happy.....to feel myself.......the only boy i loved and now it's all over because of a fucking video i shouldn't left when we had that argument  i shouldn't say that i wish i never met him......how could i be that idiot?left the amazing boy there alone crying i should just tell him there or when he first asked me about the message i should just tell him  and i would be over there and watching movie with him and cuddling and kissing and be a normal couple but no we are in this situation