in every universe (nick and Charlie story

chapter 51

25 weeks until october (aka hearstopper season 3)

btw i want to inform you that i will be no longer write this story  more information at the end of this chapter.........

am dpplus some info

nick pov:

me, andrew and addison are sitting in the cafeteria, we all have food but we don't eat it "he doesn't speak to me and if he does we got into a argument, we never been like this" say andrew then stopped and put his head down "not even when we had a bad realitionship" said andrew i nodded drinking my fanta   after minutes of not talking andrew speak up, the whole time as we sat infront of the table eaing our lunch, okay no one was eating, we don't have energy to eat and especially not after what happened on friday,   "and he don't text me back and not even looking at my messages" say addison after andrew  finished his sentance they both looked at me, i been just listening to them, i'm still thinking about waht charlie said that day "i wish i never met you" and " i would have a better life without you!", those two lines been repeating in my mind 0/24, i can't sleep anymore, i mean i been thinking about it, that he would have better life without me "nick?" say andrew cutting of from my thoughts which been hunting me for a month  "yeah?" i say they can hear that i didn't slept for days "are you okay?" ask addison i laugh sarcasticly "yeah i'm okay" i lied, and they know it too because it's too obvious "nick we know you are not okay" say andrew i nodded andrew look at addison who was taking a deep breath while looking at andrew too andrew gave  her a look which i can't read, well maybe it's a look between these two i mean me and charlie had a secret look too which only us had understand, after a few seconds addison looked at me, "nick it's normal not to be okay you know that?i mean what charlie told you was like big stab to your heart, and he hurted you without know the truth" say addison   i look up at her  i can see that she's hurt too i mean he lost his best friends since she was born, and it's all because of me, if i hadn't been selfish, or if i didn't kissed charlie when i slpet over his house,or better if i didn't walked to that fucking café, it would be better for everyone, charlie would be happy without me, he would still talk to addison and he would enjoy his last year in this school and not spending it without his brother and his best friends, yep this is my fault too                                                                                                                                                                              i look at andrew and i see sadness in his face too "you can tell charlie that i fould you, and you belived me, but you found out that i was lying again to charlie," i say to them as i finished this they looked at me shocked "no nick, we are not going to say that, we are in this together, and we are not going to tell him a lie, which is going to hurt YOU!" say andrew maybe it's right, it would ahve hurt me but this is not about me, this is about charlie and him being happy without me, and he can't be happy if his brother and best friend is not next to him  "he would be happier without me anyway, and yes it's going to hurt me, but it won't hurt him" i say to him "nick you know you are a people pleaser?" say addison i look at her confused "why i'm a people pleaser?" i ask her, i'm not  a people pleaser, "you put alway but other people happiness above yours, nick you need to think about your own happiness!" say addison i open my mounth to speak but she cut me off "you deserve to be happy for fuck sake, nick what you been threw to with those assholes at your old school, and with your father and brother you deserve to be happy, and so charlie , i mean coem on i saw you with charlie! you were happy with him, and i say him with you, he was happy with you, so nick get yor shit up and we are going to explain it to him! and      it's going  to happen  at the 6th form party!" she says i look at her suprised i never saw her like this, i look at andrew who was shocked too after a few seconds i spoke up "um wh-" i start to say but someone cut me off by sitting down to out table and it gave me another shock who sat  down  i stare at her as she sat down next to andrew who was as shocked as me and then i jump as i hear someone sitting down next  to mei look at the girl from the other side of the table who was staring at me like she want to kill me  then she looked at addison and andrew she nods and look at me again  i clear my throat and decided to speak up, i opened my month but no word came out  after a few seconds i got a voice and finnaly speak up "hi darcy" i say  she doesn't answer  "i don't want any fucking explnation from you, but if andrew and addison talk to you then we will talk to you too" she says and take away my apple  i gulp being scared as fuck this girl always scare me " oi darcy you said you are not going to be harsh with him" say darcy, the other girl just roll her eys at her girlfriend "explain yourself then" she said to me i jumped  and nodded "yeah i don't know what you guys know" i said  "video, that's all" she says i take a deep breath and i explain everything to her  my life at my old school,the video, and everything that happend the last few month, and they lisented to it not saying anything, after i finished darcy looked at andrew and addison "you belive them?" she ask at andrew and addison they looked at her aand gave her a sall smile and  nodded at her and then when she realised the whole thing   she take a deep breath and look at me " we belive you too" she says and smile  i nodded and smile back but then my heart skipped a beat, this can't happened, i already decided, i feel tara hugging me  i smile not hugging back, 

"wait if your are here then where is charlie?" ask andrew i looked  up realising he is right                   when andrew said that  darcy froze  nad looks at tara  who was looking at darcy and giving her some look  which i couldn't read darcy sighed and start to speak "well this morning we were  on the bus and he told us  what happened,  so i told him that you guys can speak to nick, and he got angry at  that" she says and andrew looked at her shocked "shit!" he says and look away "i'm sorry but i thought if you talked to him then maybe everything was just big whole misunderstanding" she says  "okay but you still didn't answered where is charlie" say addison who was clearly annoyed at this whole situation between charlie, tara and darcy "he's not at school" i says after minutes of not speaking just lisening them speaking i look up and see addison's confused look "we are in the same form" i said addison nodded "yeah he got down the bus after the argument" say darcy at this andrew look up "so you say that he's all alone?" say andrew darcy nodded andrew opened his month to speak but he calmes himself down             " he got down on tori's stops so he's at safe place"say tara that calmed andrew and addison down knowing that he's safe  "so what's the plan, or no, do you guys have  any plan to speak to charlie" ask darcy andrw nodded "well we don't have but-" i cut him off "we don't ahve and we are not going to make a plan, you guys just go and talk to charlie and say that i lied again and you belived me you can talk to charlie again everything would be good between you guys, everything will be back to normal " i say darcy looked at me shocked not expecting me to say this darcy looked at andrew then at addison next is her girlfriend then at me "no nelson" she says i look up her to argue but cut her off "we are going to fix your realititonship, i mean come on you seen your realitionship with him, soemtimes it was even unbearabl to watch you guys!" she says i try to argue but this time addison cut me off "she's right nick, we are going to fix your realitionship" say addison i look at them both thinking for few seconds then i smiled "yeah .............okay" i say and they smile too being proud of themselve "now thatś what i call team baby" say darcy then andrew and mine phone make a sound we look at eachother and then looked at our phoen it's 12:02 the uni applicatons came back  "we got the answears" i say and we looked up at eachother and he nods i nod and we open it, i smile, i got into every fucking university "i got into everywhere" i say and i look up at andrew who was smiling "same" he says and the girls started to chear for us , i looked down again and see the 4 uni's i applyed to leeds,kent,loughborough and edinburugh, i applyed there because of charlie                         

the bell ring signaling us to go to the next class everyone sit up "whoo the birches witches are back!" said darcy makinf addison and tara laugh  as they walked away andrew stayed there with me sitting there "nick....." say andrew making me look at him "yeah?" i say he has this look which he gave me for the first time "we have to move with you and charlie" say andrew i nodded confused "yeah okay" i say " there is this boy who keeps flirting wth charlie....his name is ben,,,,and he likes charlie......." he says as he says that i kept nodding "we need to move you are right" i say  then i stood up and left 

...............happy april fools day!!

see you on chapter 52

i promise