My soul my fire

i am sorry

Amanat pov

Was he serious when he said that I am a whore he left me without even confronting. What was he even thinking when he said that I hate him to the hell now. 
He said he will fire me,  I know this job  really matters a lot to me but self respect is first for me he called my ruhansh cheap when he himself is a cheap i hate him how can he call a small kid with names I don't know but his mother was  really good to me I don't know from where he  got this nature he is just a sucking bitch in my life

I went to rehani smiled to her I don't want her to leave this job for me so I smiled picked ruhansh and left to his cabin i wrote a regsignation letter.  I am leaving this job for my child i placed the letter on his table.  And went outside the hospital from backgate as I don't want to see his face now..

Ruhansh let's go and have your favorite ice cream . I said, today is weird worst beautiful day 

Yah yah ice cream ice cream ice cream.  He sang as he laughed he loves ice-cream more than me which really makes me jealous of ice-cream sometimes

his laugh made me smile and now I realised chirag can cannot control my mind he is just a random stranger to now who doesn't exist in my world i will soon file divorce case against him I want my freedom from this marriage now

I took ruhansh to nearest ice cream parlour ordered two blueberry ice cream , made him sit on the bench and I say opposite to him he is eating less but spoiling his face more I laughed clean his face soon we both finished our ice-cream so again picked him up and went to lake view of udaipur it was beautiful and elegant

I clicked few of our pictures and put them on whatsapp status  and picked ruhansh once again and started walking ahead . It's almost 20 minutes since I am walking but suddenly someone called my name I turned back just to see Mr rawal . God why can't he leave me alone for once I'm so tired of him now.. Wait it's good I already talked to one of me Lawyer friend for divorce case it would be good if I tell him

Wait Amanat. He said as I turned again to walk

Listen me once .He again said 

I am sorry. He said

I turned and asked  "for what"

For calling you and ruhansh with names I know it's my fault I shouldn't have said so much that too you when I don't know anything about you I am sorry please forgive me . He said

Sorry Mr rawal but if you only have said it to me I wouldn't have said anything but you called my son cheap i don't know if you are real now or just acting i feel you lying now but I can't forgive you for what you did earlier and most importantly i have talk  to my lawyer for divorce you too should think of talking to your lawyer soon I want it to end soon.  I said but ruhansh interrupted.

Divorce?  is he my dad.  Ruhansh asked me again tears shed in my eyes hearing him I don't what to answer him and jumped from me and hop To chirag

Hi I don't know who are you but if you hurt my mom again I will kick your ass hard just because of you see my mom is crying.  He said to chirag in his most innocent tone i know my son is cute but this man. 

Hi little boss yes I am your dad your mom's husband.  Mr rawal said

Mr rawal please don't interfere now. I said to him.. Ruhansh he is not your dad but I will soon find you a good dad who will also join us for ice-cream i said to him as I know on hearing ice-cream he would easily comes on my word

Hey boss don't listen to her I will give you more ice-cream than her and Mrs rawal no divorce it's taking place.  He said does he have any personality disorder

Are u mad no way I am staying in this toxic marriage I want freedom.  I said but he pretended like he didn't hear me he picked ruhansh started walking towards his car what the hell he think he is doing what wrong with him now

Till morning he didn't wanted to see me now he didnt wanna separate what does he wants now

Hey Mr stop where are you taking my son please I beg you stop . I said while running toward them . He stopped in between he turned

Mrs rawal as u adopted this child and I your legal husband he is my child too I also wanna spend time with him he is my baby cub now if u wanna join u can but in case if you don't want to i am taking him with me I'll msg you My address  he will be starting with me
He said and left what does he think of himself why does he always hurt me again he took me soon with him again snatched my one of the reason of happiness I won't spare him this time he doesn't know me once he know my real personality he himself will leave me

Though I am a doctor but my real personality is hidden from everyone expect three people rehani shivam and Arohi di

Now am joining chirag as I can't risk my childs life