My soul my fire

affection

Amanat pov

He side hugged me , i felt as if today i got everything that god took away from me i am so overwhelmed today i just want to live in normal life now i left my job

I am not angry with you brother . I said he smiled

After sometimes Chirag came along with ruhansh who is in his arms he smiled as he is tickling ruhansh he is laughing i love my baby so much and even chirag is good he is very sweet he took so good care of me in these 3 days that i don't even know but he is changed from the day i know him he completely changed from arrogant jerk to caring man . 

Mumma see this what i got for you.  Ruhansh said while they both started coming towards me .

Oh my big baby what? I said

Dad got you books you like right . He said , i looked at chirag he shyly smiles at me i laughed internally

He passed me few book as soon as Mr eye fell on books i made a frowrn . Is  he  serious who the hell gift someone
Medical book

I so hate you chirag . I said while making small pout  he simply laughed

Ruhansh gave me a rose , so cute

I love you ruhansh . I  said i kissed his cheeks

Now i can see chirag making pout  , i felt proud

You should read this i am your senior OK.  He said strictly

As if i care. I said rolling my eyes

Don't roll your eyes on me warna. He said

Warna ... Warna kya kar loge . I asked him confidently

Warna kya patni ji hum padh lenge . He said gulping up. 

Good for you.  I said

3 weeks later

Chirag and ruhansh are playing together i am completely recovered from the wounds these three weeks was  good time with my family which i have found few days back only rehani is living with Rishab as he promise he is going to shift with chirag also i requested so much to chirag he couldn't deny

First time in my life someone pampered me i was scared for ruhansh but in case  if future is not good i know chirag will take care of ruhansh 

Currently i am reading book which chirag gave me though i didn't wanted to read by he got them for me so i have to read or else he would find me arrogant which i am definitely not i won't called it love . No no i can't fall in such feeling

After so long my life is normal i want to meet mom and also surprise  my dad. 

Kunal is also living in udaipur from the day sakshi died . He is not bad but he is not aware of whole truth . I also wanted to tell the truth to chirag he also deserve to know it i don't know but i don't love him so i think i should leave from here i don't want to give him hopes i don't want to hurt his feeling i am so confused

These days Maa helped me a lot she never fails to complete my mom presence i love her she is just like my mom calm i don't know whenever i see her i always feel like i have known her for years but leave it i don't remember anything

I got up closing the book went to kitchen , i drink water when i felt Chirag's one hand on my waist and other on my shoulder

What?  I asked him

Romance .he replied

God,  don't you get tried of it i mean itna flirt .i said while making pout. 

I will eat this small pout of yours if you make it again and i swear i am serious.  He said

Now i turned to find him very much close to me damn why am i sweating

I put my hand on his chest push him behind and left just then ruhansh came too me

Mom i am hungry.  He said

And what will you eat tell me I'll make. I said

No you are not allowed to cook.  Chirag said

Excuse me who are you to decide that Huh. I asked him. Folding my hand

Mumma i want to eat dosa  . He requested me how can i deny him

Sure.  I replied

No.  Chirag said

Why.  I again asked

Why dad please mom makes the best dosa i want to eat please.  Ruhansh requested him

I'll order but she is not cooking , she is not well. He said making me frown

Are you serious i am totally fine don't be stubborn.  I stood and went to kitchen again

I took the ingredient required places them on  counter i started making batter for dosa 

I boiled few potatoes  made the filling

I made dosa for ruhansh very quick. 

I called him to dining. He was running he came sat beside me  i served him and Chirag also sat along with him

I too served him

As soon a chirag take his first bite he held my hand and kisses them

Oh God this affection of him i will die out of this feeling save me kanha

Genuinely got make the best dosa well  i never tired it by i know you cook the best.  He said

What you never ate dosa in your life.  I asked him in shock

Yaah , i am doctor and i should to stay fit , only diet food.  He asked i am surprise he never ate dosa . I laughed at him loudly and he was confuse

Kya ghanchakkar admi Ho Tum . I said while laughing

I saw ruhansh eating quietly