My soul my fire

I'll save you

Chirag pov

She fainted in front me sakshi shooted her i killed sakshi for Amanat i can do anything for her

I picked her up started running out her brother followed me i say at back Amanat was in my lap i was constantly patting her cheeks

Please drive fast.  I said

Today i felt like my world was moving up down there is no reason to stay alive if she is not there with me.  I know she will make it for me or ruhansh for maa for rehani we all love her but now my breathe is suffocating me i am tensed my myself seeing her like this , i wanted that this bullet to be taken by me not her sakshi you'll still suffer i say your dead body will not get support you will never be happy, you risked my. Life by taking her life god i need justice i need my amanat to live longer than me please God please save her I'll save her.

We soon reached at the hospital i took her to ICU this operation will be done by me i am tensed but i will not let her happen anything i will save you my love please be strong

I called my assistance Co doctors they all arrived i held the cuter but my hands were shaking i never left this helpless in my life please God help me

Dr rakhi said " sir please stay strong we will save her I'll save her you rest you are not able to perform this operation it's about patient life

She said right i won't be able to do this i am so helpless

I held her hand

Please rakhi save her please please . i said when fell on knees .

She nodded i went out everyone was present kunal rehani rishab maa officers,  head commanders , shivam and ruhansh

All of them came to me

What happen to her is she fine please say something Chirag.  Rehani shouted at me while crying Rishab was consoling her

She got bullet near her heart i can't say anything i am helpless my hand were shaking while seeing her in such state ma . I said while sobbing and crying

Rehani cries louder Rishab was consoling her
Ma came to me

Maa main nhi bacha paya usko main uski jaan nhi bacha sakta hath kapte h mere usko aisi halat me dekh ke  maa bhagwan se kaho na mujhse meri khushi na cheene main mar jaunga . I said while hugging her first time i cried i am not in my state i want to see her happy and smiling not lying lifeless in beds

Maa just hugged me back she was also sobbing

I went outside in the garden only to find kunal was also present he was also crying badly today he lost his identity he is no one

Kunal. I called him he turned he saw me he came to me hugged him whole crying

Chirag mujhe samaj nhi aaraha ho kya raha meri kal jo maa thi ajj bolti h meri maa nhi h tumhare hi hatho unki maut dekhta ho phir amanat ki jaan dekhta ho mjjhe kuch samaj nhi aaraha h amanat ne kabhi mujhe bura nhi bola aaj meri wajah se meri bhen ki voh halat hui h main koun ho  maa koun thi , mere maa baap kaha h . He said i know today he got to know many things but i don't know any of this answers be just consoled him

Kunal Main kuch nhi janta , sach kaho  toh na main tumhe janta ho na main tumhari ma ko janta na hi tumhare dad ko aur na hi amanat ko Maine toh Bohot bura kiya h uske sath usko shadi ke alge din bech jungle me raat ko akele chord ke chala gya tha main kyuki sakshi ne call pe kaha tumhari bhen mujhse paiso ke liye shaadi krna chahti h main toh phele hi shaadi nhi karna chahta tha ye sun ke maine usko chord diya 5 mahine hum dono ne alag guzare h phir ek din voh mere hospital ayyi thj kyuki voh doctor h maine usko kayi gande namo se bulaya phir ahsaas hua main galat tha but der ho gyi thi main usko bohot dil dukhaya h ajj meri hi wajah se voh aisi halat h me main bacaha bhi nhi paya . I said while brusting into tears

Apki galati nhi h voh nich aurat ne amanat ko becha h ye bolke usko kabhi khush nhi rehne degi jo bhi dad ka h sab amanat ki maa h ka unhone uspe kabza kiya h main bachpan se aaj tak amanat ko bhen nhi mana maa hamesha kehti thi voh giri hui ladki h uski maa bhi giri hui thi jo mujhe sikhaya gya main voh sikhta gya apki kya bolo jo apne  uske sath kiya h main khud ek gunegar ho . He said

Do you know she was just 14 when her mother died or killed i don't know anything about that part but she left or house At 17 saying everyone will regret we never searched for her , our dad hate her because he thinks she killed her mother and killed his unborn baby sakshi child  he always blamed her i was 8 than i didn't knew anything i thought she is bad omen i hated her but today i realised she was always true we are her sinners i want to die everything is suffocating me i am so stupid . He said

I will die without her kunal i will die.  I said

I want to talk to her question her everything  , i want to treat her like my sister . He said while we both are crying

We went inside the hospital everyone was tensed and concern for her ruhansh came too me

Dad nothing will happen to her right , i don't want to lose my mummy again.  He said while crying badly
I hugged him so strongly

Nothing will happen to her she is strong she will win she won't leave us ruhansh please stop crying.  I said while he wad constantly saying mumma mumma

Rishab please take ruhansh maa and rehani to home i will stay here with kunal.  I said

No man i myself is not leaving she is fighting for life and we'll leave no way i agree i am not much close to her but i see her as my sister . He said while holding my shoulder

After few hours dr rakhi came