Final Four - Inanimate Insanity Fanfic - Beta

Can I just.. Disappear?

Baseballs POV:
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Im such a dumb idiot for doing that. Why would I literally just ignore her if she's one of the only people keeping me sane right now? I wanna leave this stupid place. Burn it down or whatever. I just want to destroy this island in any way possible. How longer are we gonna stay here? Its been like... 8 days. I can't even take track of time. I hate you. MePhone. I hate you. You just left us here to rot and die? Isn't it?

Its like.. 12 PM? I don't know but.. At least everyone's up now. MePad and Toilet... when will you come back? Ive already lost hope on you. I literally just wanna.. leave this place. Id rather kill myself than stay here for more than a month. It's hell here. Knife was already at risk to dying, now he's practically paralyzed. I feel horrified. I feel permanently horrified. I want to go. I want everyone to go home. What did we do to deserve all of this mayhem, hell and torture? We just wanted to compete for some money on how OJ did. I don't even know how OJ managed to survive.

All i'm doing is writing in my journal. I'm writing my thoughts. Which is also including me drawing all of us leaving the island altogether. Which won't happen in probably a few weeks. I'm just worried. Very worried.
Could I just... disappear? I've never wanted this. I just wanted to spend time with my friends. The sentence "I want to disappear" is repeating in my head. I want to leave. It's that simple. But it's like it will never happen in some sort.

I cry, again. I just hope.. that time with Lightbulb and Knife doesn't happen again. After all. I'm not that important.

ITS STUCK IN MY HEAD!

I WANT TO DISAPPEAR!

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LET ME OUT OF HERE! I HATE IT HERE! I WANT TO FUCKING LEAVE! WHAT DID WE DO TO DESERVE THIS SHITTY LIFE? IVE ALREADY LOST HOPE IN EVERYTHING AT THIS MOTHERFUCKING POINT! PLEASE. PLEASE! HURRY UP MEPAD!

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WILL THEY EVEN HURRY UP?
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Lightbulb's POV:

I've seen a personality change with Baseball, he's not like the happy person he's used to be anymore. All he was doing today is write in a weird journal and cry over. He hasn't talked to anyone today. Im worried about him. Im worried about everyone. I miss Painty. I miss Baxter. I tear up at night thinking about them. I wanna see them again. Thats all I want. I just wanna see Painty and Baxter again. I love them so much. Too much. I'd die to see them again. And I mean it. I love them with all my heart.

I lost almost all of my sanity. Ive lost track of time already. I feel warm tears rolling down my face. I sob uncontrollably on my bed, thinking bad thoughts in my head, "Will I die here?" "Will Painty remember me? Even Baxter?" "Will I live?" "Will we all make it alive together?" I sigh. The salty tears wont stop rolling down my face. I can taste it. I just wanna stay inside. What time is it? What day is it? What year is it? I don't even remember. Is it December? I close my eyes. Im so tired. I just wanna... sleep. And not do anything anymore. I wanna rest. I wanna go back to the hotel and just lay flat in my hotel room. I'm so dehydrated, too.

My eyes feel so.. heavy. What if i just.. doze off for a while?

It's like no one will notice anyway. Im so tired. Nobody will care, they just care about their friends and going home to see them. So do I. I cant blame them for that but.. At this point I would die for at least 1 hour of sleep. I'll just close my eyes for a little while. A little while.

Or maybe more than that.
Can I get just like a good sleep? 8 hours? That could make me better. Unless there's something crazy going on. Which is all the time. So I could get 30 minutes of sleep or less then than because of it. I can't even feel my body anymore. I really cant. I'll just do my thing another time, maybe tomorrow or so. Will I even last tomorrow..? The bad thoughts are coming into my head again. I cant ignore them. They'll just come back to me. What will I do...?

Im not even sure if I would wake up the next day, even. God, I wanna leave. Badly. Really badly. I wanted to just have fun and compete for 1 million dollars, really. But instead, I lose most of my sanity and I will probably go crazy by now. Jeez, MePhone HAD to leave us stranded, abandoned and here to rot like this? Thats foul. Someone is there to save us? Probably not. Tch, i've lost hope already.

I just wanna go home. We all want to go home. We all do.

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I want to disappear. I really do. Its not like anyone would notice, right?

I WANT TO DISAPPEAR!

I WANT TO DISAPPEAR!

I WANT TO DISAPPEAR!
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Suitcase's POV:

Im super tired of this. Yet I think im the most sane out of all of them. All of them are getting on my nerves. Especially Baseball. He's been too.. overdramatic. Cant he just help us for a minute and stop whining? God. He's annoying. I just wanna see my friends and go home. I really do. I hate this so much that I can just burn down the whole island. I hate it here so much. I despise it here. I really despise it with a passion. A burning passion. Id rather die than stay here for longer than 4 weeks.

I sigh. I just go outside and take a walk. I'm tired of all of this. I really am tired. I could just.. go too far that I cant see our shelter. Right? It's like disappearing. Yep.

Im pretty sure everyone wants to leave this dumb place. Thats Including me, of course.
Im probably just gonna run away, deep, deep into the forest. Nobody will find me. Nobody will. But.. yet im horrified that some wolves or some sort could just find me and eat me alive! I need a plan. A real plan. To survive and run away from this dumb place as soon as possible.

I'll head back to the shelter and.. just hope nobody gets in my way into doing this. God, I hate this place. It reminds me of hell, well it is a living hell. That doesn't matter. I need to plan into running away, and surviving, of course. So, what I need to do is.. uhhh.. Ummm... ohhhh... Oh! Got it! I'll have to uh.. get some supplies from the shelter THEN I run away. Great. I don't want to leave now, although. They'd catch me while i'm doing it. I'd just... do it midnight.
Yeah! When they're asleep. All asleep where they cant find me.
I forgot. I need somewhere to rest. I don't know where. This is only some called "safe" place I know. Um... I'd probably just hide in one of the old challenge places or some sort. Yeah. That should be it. I'd do it soon.

I could just disappear in any moment. I want to. But in a painless way. I hate pain. So much. So so much. A lot. I could literally just run away and then fade until i'm fully gone. I hate everyone. I really do. Why did they do this to me? They made me like this. THEY MADE ME LIKE THIS! THEY DID! YOU! BASEBALL! YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU! I REALLY DO! PLEASE. WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!...

Why..? Why...
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Authors Note

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