i'm a paradox

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I've come to the realization that someday I really will be gone forever.

I used to crave the feeling of being loved unconditionally.

To be taken care of instead of being the one always taking care of everyone around me.

— but at times I just feel like an empty, hallowed out shell of a person I wish I was and a life that seems so far out of grasp and unattainable.

I can't wait for this part of my life to be over with.

I don't want to die but I don't want to be broken anymore.

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