Chapter 37

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The nurse looked down at the test as my mum cries beside me and as I sit here emotionless.

"Yep. Just as I thought, congratulations Miss Waters", the nurse said handing me the test.

Shit!

My mum didnt say anything. "Mum..? Say something.. please", my voice broke at the end.

She didnt say anything. She just walked out without making eye contact or anything.

Should I get rid of it? I mean Caspar should have a say in this shouldnt he? He is in fact the father. To be fair, I've always wanted to be a mum. I dont have big dreams, all I want is to be a mother, a wife, a home maker.

The nurse looked at me. "Im a young mum too. She's ten now, it was difficult at first but trust me.. its worth it", she said and grabbed a few bits and pieces. "Here, have some leaflets, talk it over with your partner and dont hesitate to call", she said handing me her business card.

I nodded. "Thank you. Thank you so much", I said and gave her a hug.

"Its okay. Have a great day", she said as I exit the room.

The best thing to do now its find my mum and talk to her first. I decided I'll go to the car, maybe shes there.

She is.

I knocked on the passenger door window which she rolled down. "Can I please get inside?", I asked as she had locked the door.

She looked at me. "Just like how you let Caspar get inside?", she said and started crying.

I honestly thought she should be happy, she keeps saying she wants grandchildren and here I am carrying her first one.

"Mum..", I said and started crying myself.

She gave in and unlocked her door.

"Im sorry sweetheart, I know this is a hard time for you and I should be supporting you instead of shunning and ignoring you. I will be here throughout the whole thing.. you are keeping it right?", she asked as she cries.

I nodded. "Even if Caspar doesn't want to.. Im still raising it as my own as a single mum", I asked looking down at my flat stomach.

We drove to the baby store to get a book of baby names and went straight back.

"Ash, I am going to tell your father okay, you just worry about telling Caspar", she said as we arrived at Caspar's house.

I nodded and hugged her.

Right. I shouldnt be scared, he's my boyfreind.

I knocked and one of his relatives answered. "May we help you", a lady seemed in her late twenties answered the door.

"Is.. Caspar in? Im Ashleigh", I said shyly and her face lit up.

She gasped. "Ashleigh! We have heard so much about you. Im Caspar's aunt Sheila", she said.

"Ooh thats my mums name", I got excited.

She went and called for Caspar.

As soon as he saw me his face lit up with happiness and love. "Babe, what are you doing here? This is a nice suprise", he said giving me a kiss.

I looked around and there seems to be like a party. "Sorry to intrude but I really need to talk to you.. this is too important to be forgotten about", I said and he turned pale.

"Good or bad?", he asked as we walked towards the back garden.

I shrugged. "It depends how you'd react to the situation", I said and finally sat down on the swing.

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