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So who are you when nobody is watching? I am someone who plays with words and although i am not a famous painter, i like to paint alot but only with words although I'll have to admit that i'm not bad with a paint brush, i am love yet i am not, i am...

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Entry 5: Becoming...

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by xxAyshaxxx

by xxAyshaxxx

                                    
                                              Sometimes the hardest thing for me to do
Is to allow myself to be engulfed by the weight in which i carry
A truck load or two 
A waiting eruption or clue
I have no interest as to what it shall reveal
I just want the experience to be done and over with
So i scream ...
Well not outloud
But I scream
Just inside of my head
I scream
And Scream 
And scream
Simply for help
I scream
To make these rotten emotions make sense
I'll scream right until the end
But eventually I'll fall asleep
Hoping that the next time i wake up
I'll be able to function like i used to or i did before
Perhaps without the screams at all
I'll practice to embrace the silence to come
I'll be ready to ignore the beast i had become
only a few minutes before
Remaining as calm as the ocean floor
Perhaps this is exactly who i want to become and nothing more