I didn't show up today,
Didn't have the strength.
My body refuses to move,
My braincells don't do their job.
I'm starting to lose a reason to wake up,
To get dressed and go out,
To see people, to live.
I don't want to see anyone,
I don't want to talk to anyone.
I want to be alone,
Even if I already am.
I want to escape,
I want to run away,
If only I had the ways to do it.
The voices in my head are quiet,
Everything around me is a painful silence.
I'm hiding in my own corner,
It hurts, but I can't cry.
There's no tear flowing down my cheek.
What is this limbo?
Where am I?
I'm lost, somewhere in my head,
I need help, but no one can hear me,
I want to get out, I don't know how,
It's probably easier to just give up.
