i want to (hope)

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It doesn't hit anymore
I feel like shit and I can't quit
Thinking i was at that door
Crying, panting, slitting wrist

I don't know what I can do
It's always shitty in my head
Can you tell me what to do
I can't think of right things, ugh

There are many things i wanna do
Can you tell me how to renew?
I feel like people tricks me into thinking life will get better
I hate my head and sometimes heart
It does hit, I want to quit

Should I live or should I leave?
Cutting my hair, thought it's skin
Should I go or should I call?
Somewhere i can tell this list?


I wanna grow (old)

I want to go (home)

I want to lie (down)

I want to cry (out)

I want to quit (no)

Would I want to live this world?


-xysaoirse-

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