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I so hate myself.
I don't know what to do anymore.
It's always like this.
I don't even know how I continue living,
It's not even a life anymore, I don't get to have a life.
There's no peace, ever since human were born.
Thoughts just keep devouring me.
I wanna be tired to the point that it's so obvious!
I can't keep my insanity to myself anymore.
It's hard watching people go on with their lives!
While for two years I've been here, STUCK.
I wanna have my own life too!
But I don't think it will ever come.
I can't even let myself see their posts on their social medias
'cause it made me feel envious,
and jealous,
I'm so fucking insecure!
I'm trying so hard to fit in with the standards people thought I have in me.
I am so pathetic.
-xysaoirse-
