"Let me help you love again" Jamari said look down at Ya'mara as she had light tears falling down her face
"O-okay but promise you won't hurt me" ya'mara said looking up at him with her brown eyes, he grabbed her hands and looked her in her eyes
"...
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"Dooda no you told her you would go don't change your mind now" i said looking over at him as he stood in his closet. We were finally back from his shows and in a week or so we would be going to his moms cook out, right now he saying he doesn't wanna go
"I know but ion wanna see them folks they don't never be calling my phone unless it something they need, hell the last time I heard from them was when my damn brother died fuck them real shit" he shrugged his shoulders coming to sit down on the bed scrolling on his phone I made my way to him and straddled him taking his phone and putting it on the side of us
"Sorry dooda" i pouted looking at him and he slightly smiled and kissed me
"It's good it old but I know he still with me" he said pointing to his bear chest where he had a tattoo near his chest that read forever my brother Ja'keem "Ok how bout we just go for two hours just so you can catch up with your mama and stuff then leave"I suggested and he looked at me for a second before nodding
"Ok we can do that I just hope none of them other people expect me to talk to they ass"he mugged at nothing causing me to chuckle and kiss his cheek he smiled and rubbed his hands up and down my somewhat bare back since I had a crop top on
"You never told me what yo tattoos mean baby"he said tracing over one of my tattoos that was near my chest and my heart kinda dropped a lot
"Um well the one on my wrist is dedicated to my father he passed away when I was younger like two days before my birthday" I held out my wrist to show him it had my dads name and his year of birth and the day he died
"Damn s-" I held my hand up before he could even finish his sentence I was kinda tired of hearing the same line over and over when people find out my dad died
"Don't okay I hear the Same line from everyone don't, I have a rose on my foot but you seen that already and the dragon on my thigh they don't really have a meaning I just got them..."I told him about my tattoos except for one I never told anyone about well except Lena and destiny of course but nobody else knew not even Noah and he's like my older brother.
i WAS once pregnant but lost the baby I never wanted to tell anybody but Lena and destiny kinda found out so I had to tell them everything
"Who Kayson" he asked tracing the name causing me to get chills and look away from him as my eyes began to water
Kayson forever in my heart ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩ———
"Um imma go use the bathroom"I rushed off him and went to the bathroom closing and locking the door letting my tears fall, I haven't talked about my baby since and when he said his name It just triggered my tears
Knock
"Mama you okay, I'm sorry if I made you sad or anything i hear you crying" Jamari said through the door and I began to sob sliding sitting against the counter. "Baby open the door please"
