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❝He saw nothing but Suguru, his beloved. In those vacant eyes for a brief moment, he saw a flicker of concern, but it vanished as quickly as it appeared.❞

"Suguru, is that really you?" Satoru's voice trembled as he approached the striking figure before him, his heart heavy with longing. The sight of Suguru, with his hair elegantly tied back, brought back a flood of memories from their once passionate love affair.

Even in his intoxicated state, Satoru could never mistake anyone else for Suguru. They had shared a love so deep, so intense, that it left an indelible mark on his soul. The silence that greeted him now confirmed what he already knew deep down.

"I could barely recognize you," he whispered, though he knew it was a lie. Satoru could always recognize his beloved, even in a crowded room, even when Suguru tried to hide behind a mask or layers of makeup.
People thought it was some kind of intuition but not for Satoru because he could recognise Suguru just by looking at his eyes because it was in his eyes that Satoru found the true essence of their love, a love that was meant only for him. Suguru tender eyes held so much warmth and love when he looked in them he could drown in his eyes.

"Hey, say something," Satoru pleaded, drawing closer to Suguru in an attempt to have a private conversation amidst the deafening music in the bar.

"Sorry, but I think he belongs to me tonight," a muscular man interjected, appearing out of nowhere and forcefully pulling Suguru away from his seat. His possessive grip around Suguru's slender waist sent a pang of jealousy through Satoru's heart. Suguru seemed uncomfortable at first, but eventually succumbed to the man's advances, kissing him with a mixture of reluctance and resignation. Satoru watched helplessly as Suguru's hands instinctively reached for the man's neck, pulling him closer.

The man roughly pushed Suguru against the bar counter, their passionate embrace continuing.

Satoru's heart shattered as he witnessed the intimate scene unfold before him. He couldn't believe what he was seeing. The kind and innocent Suguru, who would blush just from holding hands, was now shamelessly engaging in public displays of affection. Though everyone else seemed oblivious, Satoru couldn't tear his eyes away.

He watched as the man pulled Suguru in his embrace, Suguru's leg embracing the man's surprisingly small waist, he initially gently kissed Suguru's neck but it soon turned into aggressive biting and sucking leaving trails of red and purple bite marks behind on Suguru's pale skin, the same skin that Gojo had kissed so tenderly in the past was now being held by so much aggression, the scene teared Gojo's heart apart.

"Ahhh T-Toji," Geto moaned, pushing the man away from him and continued saying, "As much as I like what you are doing right now, I would like it more if we just get a room instead of making love at a bar in front of so many people." Suguru let his hands rest on the man's chest stopping the other man from leaving any more hickeys on his neck.

Suguro and this man, Toji, began to leave the bar, Suguru still in Toji's arms.

"Wait, Suguru! You owe me an explanation," Satoru shouted, desperate to be heard above the chaos.

"Sorry, but I don't owe anyone an explanation," Suguru spat back, his words laced with venom. It was as if he had become a completely different person. Satoru desperately searched Suguru's eyes, hoping to find the love and warmth that had once been there. Instead, he saw emptiness, a void that chilled him to the core.

Even under the harsh fluorescent lights, Suguru's eyes seemed lifeless. Satoru couldn't understand why.

Toji continued walking, pulling Suguru further away from Satoru's reach.

"No, wait! You have to tell me why you left me four years ago. My life has been in ruins ever since you walked away, SUGURU!" Satoru struggled to get up from his chair, but his legs betrayed him, causing him to fall.

He saw nothing but Suguru, his beloved. In those vacant eyes for a brief moment, he saw a flicker of concern, but it vanished as quickly as it appeared.

Satoru was too exhausted to rise again. He watched as they turned a corner, disappearing from his sight.

Eventually, someone stumbled upon him, and then more people followed suit, but no one cared for the broken man lying on the bar floor, sobbing uncontrollably.

The blaring music drowned out his cries, and the patrons came to drown their own sorrows, not to offer solace to a stranger.

Satoru crawled towards the counter, propping himself up against it. He pulled his knees to his chest and began to chant, his voice filled with anguish. "No one loves me like Suguro did. Did he ever truly love me? Why did he abandon me? He has found happiness with someone else while I drown myself in whiskey and wine. No job, no passion, no love. My life is a void, a petty existence." He screamed out his frustration, gripping his hair tightly in his hands.

Satoru sat there in the darkness, questioning where it all went wrong.

Weren't they supposed to be best friends for life, supporting each other through thick and thin? Didn't he proposed Suguro when they were colleagues and he accepted saying he felt the same? Was it all but a flat lie?

They had even planned to marry, but then Suguru had abruptly vanished, leaving only a heart-wrenching note behind.

"I don't ever want to see you again. It's best if we stay apart."

The words echoed in Satoru's mind, a painful reminder of the shattered dreams and the lost love.

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Hello readers!

Let me get this straight (even if I am not) I don't ship Toji and Suguru, cause that man literally tried to kill both Gojo and Geto there's no way they can be shipped in any way, it's just a need of the story!

Because as far as Jujutsu kaisen is concerned, Geto belongs to Gojo, he alone is the honoured one to have the privilege of having Geto Suguru.

Please guys comment so that I can know that there are people reading this story, I am quite excited to continue writing this cause I have always imagined these type of scenes (not TojixSuguru but the whole story in itself).
Well until then, sayonara<3

*spoiler for the next chapter*

❝Feel free to be as rough as you desire with me today. It's just for today, so savor every moment❞