SOULMATE - [정원]

twenty three

Of course the boy was already gone before Jayeon even woke up.
She'd return back to school again and damn she will ignore all those people talking about her behind her back.

She would get what she wanted, she would get the boy she ever loved; she'd get Jungwon.

The confidence grew inside her with every step the girl made towards the school. It was early in the morning ans finally she could feel this fresh air again which she couldn't feel for almost a week now.

It was time to stop hiding and show herself in the outside world again. All what she had was herslef and that was by far the thing she needed the most.
She might wasn't the bravest girl in the world but at least she didn't lie to herself about the feelings she had.

Jayeon was motivated walking towards to school, this time she took the way she always used to go whenever she was alone.
When she was only the best friend of the girl Jungwon dated.

When she was Riki's best friend. When she was so excited everytime Jungwon was around. When she couldn't help but dream about him and his beauty.

A smile was drawn on her face as she walked along the stoned path. The sun was shining on her, and the girl couldn't help but believe that the sun was cheering on her for sure.

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The steps the girl felt as she entered the school building felt so small even though she took pretty big steps. Some people were watching her from outside.

Some girls immediately began to whisper to eachother and chuckle up. But the girl didn't even care about one thing they did.

Jayeon earne dfor sure some pretty bitchy looks but she kept on smiling and heading towards her classroom as if the sun was still shining on her. As if she would have her own headlight following her.

The courage Jungwon's mom gave her the previous day, were giving her new hope and energy to finally do what was already overdue.
She was thinking about what she'd say the whole time.

Even when she was entering the classroom she earned some prett surprised faces from her classmates. But she didn't mind.
She exactly knew what was waiting for her in the first period and she knew who was watching her from the last row.

Jayeon couldn't see but imagine Jungwon's surprised and shocked facial expression. The boy's heart began to jump up in the moment he recognized the girl's face.
He hasn't seen that face in a while even though the two were spending every night in the same bed.

The boy couldn't stop looking at her the whole time he was waiting for the class to begin. He was prepared to present his philosophy theme even alone if he had to.
Now he was the more scared to not hold himself under control while standing next to her, talking about something he thought was actually going on between her and him.

He was for sure thinking he found his soulmate in the girl. And he was still, even when he had to go through an one sided love, he would continue waiting for her no matter how long.