Submissively Yours

Eight

Yesterday's night was great I can't believe it that now we are official, he told me he is mine and I'm his however cringe it sounds now it sounded so romantic yesterday. After us just cuddling the night he dropped me home as I had classes the next day but what we spoke while cuddling was a show to me

Flashback

"Before we are official, I have something to ask you? " Maxeul asked now looking at me

"Yes " I said not lifting my head

"It's important and think about it before you reply" he said and now we both sat on the bed looking at each other

"Have you heard of BDSM?" Maxeul asked
I just nodded my head at the sudden question

"Would you like to try some when we are dating?"
My stomach was churning and I didn't have any reply to this question as I have heard of BDSM and all but never tried it so it was all new to me

"I don't like to do it extremely, like how they potrey in porn
I will only do it if you agree I'm not forcing you it's your choice and I will respect it " Maxeul connected our lips as he saw that I was confused at the sudden topic I just shook my head taking it all in

"Okay, let's get you home before I lose control baby" he said which made me chuckle out

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As I reached home the first thing that I did was search BDSM online and the results shocked me bondage, submissive, machoism,dominance,etc etc.....the results were endless I could try them if it was with Maxeul but not much, I love myself and candles, burning and etc were not up my likes
Ill talk to Maxuel about what and all he wants to try before giving him my answer. It was my choice and if he didn't agree to it I guess it was not worth it my mom always tells me that 'when you like something you try and if you didn't try, you might have not liked it that much' and these words always give me comfort
Whatever people tell about me I didn't care cause I care only about my families and friends opinion

The morning I got up late and my dad had dropped me to school as my car was in repair
"So how's school going
on?" my dad asked as he was driving

My dad always loved to drop me to school as it gave him time to talk to me and even I enjoyed that it was like our private moment

"It's going good" I say now munching on the chips I had found in his car

"I saw you broke up with your girlfriend" he said now smirking

"Dad how do you know all that? "I ask now feeling shy

"Even I use instagram
duh? " he says now rolling his eyes

" Yeah, didn't like her that much" I say

"Then do have some other girl on your mind ?" he asks and I just shrug and as we reached the school gates and I got down I turned and looked at my dad saying

"No, it's a guy" I say winking laughing hard at my dads shocked expression

My family knew I was bisexual and they didn't mind about it, my mom was more chill about this than I had expected but I knew they would love me just the way I am, and it also helps that my mother's brother is a gay. Him being close to my mother made her take this without any negativity and my dad didn't care about the gender he just loved irrespective of whom I liked

Now I was walking to the gates where I say excited Tay and I knew the day was going to be very tiring, I know he wants to know about everything that happened yesterday but I can't share all the details and I just changed my directions looking at Tay which made him run towards me and we had a catch me game till the first class

After I told him that we are official and a little more detail Tay had calmed down

"God you are irritating!! "I say looking at Tay and Ismael

"Yeah, I love you too jerk" Tay says which made us all chuckle

"Let's hangout at my house tonight " Tay says and I just nod my head

"Looks like someone doesn't have a date with his bf today" Tay said now grinning

"Ohh shut up!!!" i say looking at Tay

Ismael just laughing at our bickering

Short chapter sorry
But see Maxeul asked Jake about his opinion.........
I'm gonna make Maxeul the greenest flag you have ever seen