Its been a month since Ruby broke her leg. Jc & I are closer than ever. I've also noticed Kian & Ruby are getting really close. Not to mention Jade & Sam are hitting it off. Life couldn't be any better. "Babe!" I suddenly snap out of my daze to find Jc looking at me worried. "What?" I ask. "I need to ask you something..."
"Okay, than ask me."
He picked up my wrist & said "Why?"
Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit! Why does my life always mess up when things are perfect?! I hate myself I should just kill my self already! Jc is gonna break up with me now that he knows. I somehow manage to croak out, "Jc I can explain."
"Please do!"
"I hate myself! Im ugly & stupid & worthless." I say while crying now.
"Baby you are beautiful & smart & amazing! I love you okay? More than anything or anyone ever."
"I love you too Jc." I croak out between sobs. Throughout the rest of the day I manage to tell him about my depression & he listens & understands. God I love him.
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SHORT CHAPTERS ARE BS BUT A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE BUGGING ME ABOUT 10 SO HERE YOU GO! LOVE YOU GUYS💜
xoxo rielly💋
btw do u guys ship jielly? i do.😏 haha.💘
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Fanfiction19 year old Rielly McCabe deals with depression self harm & suicidal thoughts. Until one day she meets a boy named Jc. Will she end up committing to him or committing her life?
