Roze's pov :
I am so happy today.
The coffee - The breeze - The silence
So good.
Red is on his honeymoon, and I am here alone in this large mansion.
The chef made my favourite cold coffee.
"You look so happy today"
"Saher, the silence is making my inside bloom"
He sat beside me, "your gifts arrived"
I snickered, "does he think those expensive shit compensate anything?"
"Don't know but he just doesn't want you to feel left out"
"If he just leave me alone for another month, that would be the best gift for me"
Saher sighed, "Roze don't say things that gives you punishment. He hears you all the time, just stop resisting and accept. I don't want bad for you. Just listen to me. This time he won't leave you alone ever again."
I didn't reply, just sipped my cup.
"Just stop trying to reach his mind. Red is much more than you know. If you think he is still like before than you are wrong, he is more dangerous now."
I stood up, "my mood got spoiled, i am going"
I left without looking back at Saher.
I heard Saher cursing under his breathe but I don't want to hear anything that supports Red's maniac behaviour.
Inside the bedroom, lots and lots of bag were waiting for me. Is he only doing shopping there. This is the second time all this came.
I just hope he gets involved with Jina so i would get some air.
I huffed and went towards my bed without opening anything.
Until he comes, i have to rest and think.
After 10 days :
Aunt Jieun has taken special permission from Red - to take me to uncle Jim's fashion show today.
He usually doesn't let me go, but this time he agreed because it was held in Korea. And he is not here.
Aunt is really happy, she made me got ready by the professionals today.
"Mom i am feeling uncomfortable. Is it necessary for me to go?"
"Yes. You are always inside that mansion. You should get some air. And i don't think he will give you much time after coming back. He has already called his father 7th time to come back. But Damian knows this is only time he will solely with her.
And Damian wants a heir"
Aunt jieun 's voice cracked.
I got tears in my eyes.
He is just using my sister for a child.
I always thought my sister will marry someone who values her, adores her.
But don't know when she became like that. Money obsessed.
At the show :
Every one is so well dressed here.
Aunt prepared my dress today but I didn't wear the extra jewelleries.
I am a man.
I don't like to wear those.
But aunt forcefully has made me wear the chain.
"See, everyone is looking at you. I told you." aunt jieun is grinning.
She is happy with her experiment on me. I just smiled.
The ramp walk soon started, but I didn't have any interest on those vulgar - weird dresses.
Not my taste.
I think a person should dress properly, not a ballon.
At the after party, many guests approached aunt to greet.
Some of them asked about me - Some of them offered me to pose for their cover magazine, which aunt gracefully declined.
I didn't communicate with anyone, because I could see Maze standing ten feet away from me.
One mistake from me would give him the chance.
Which i don't want.
So i just drank, standing like a statue.
"Are you ok? You look distressed"
I smiled seeing Uncle Jim.
"Fine just no my kind of environment.
How are you?"
Uncle jim took my hand and excused himself from the gathering.
We are now in a private area.
He made me sit in the dinning table
"You lost way too much weight. Are you not eating properly?"
He started feeding me rice.
I think he prepared them before talking me.
And I ate.
"I don't feel the taste of food nowadays. Everything feels like grass"
Uncle just fed me nonstop until i vomited.
After that he took me to the garden area to have tea.
"Don't worry, Red won't say anything.
I have asked Damian to spare you with me for an hour"
I snickered, " my life but the moment is not mine, i have to take permission from other"
"I told you before - once you just enter, there is no way out"
"I don't know what to do"
"Just pretend, just pretend you are happy then you will get some moment of your life as yours"
"Roze, do you want to be my son?"
I was shocked.
What?
"I don't have any child. Damian never gave me the chance. If you would grace me with the title of your Dad, then i think i would have something of my own"
"I don't...know actually what to say."
Uncle took my hand, " no pressure just have a think"
I nodded, but I didn't like the sadness in his eyes.
After that Aunt jieun came to take me.
I didn't talk much but aunt was nonstop complaining about the staff.
That night I couldn't sleep.
I slept around 10 in the morning.
But my sleep got disturbed with a splash of water.
I jerked awaked.
Red was standing with an empty glass which he threw at the floor.
Soon he smacked me in the face.
I couldn't even understand what was happening.
"What did I do?" i asked with anger.
He again slapped me, "you think i won't know what you have been doing?"
"I really don't know what you are saying"
He threw a paper in his hand.
I took the paper and it blew my mind.
It was a legal paper of me being uncle Jim's son - a Rostova
"You think you can run away from me"
I was shocked, "i don't know, believe me"
I was shouting and crying at this point.
Soon Uncle Jim and Damian came into my room.
And uncle jim took me in his arms,
"Stay away from my son. Red, you don't want the Rostovas to be angry with you"
Red started laughing loudly.
"You think this (showing the paper) will stop me."
"Try and then see"
"Honey come here" he stretched his hand for me to take.
I coward away from him, in fear.
"I saiid come here Roze"
But again I had the hope uncle Jim will save me - a hope came into my heart.
"Tell your husband to give me my wife or I don't know what I will do next"
Uncle damian didn't say anything just called uncle jim but uncle jim took me with him.
He took me inside a guest room and locked the door.
"Uncle, he will break my bones this time" i was shaking in fear.
"Don't. I will send you to my house in Russia. There no one will be able to reach you or touch you."
He was hugging me.
Soon Aunt jieun came into the room with a plate of food in her hand,
"I don't remember signing any paper like this"
Aunt jieun said, "sorry Roze. It was me who gave you those papers. I knew you would say no"
I was sobbing now, in fear or don't know what.
My body got drained.
At mid night, Uncle jim took me outside the house.
He boarded me on his personal plane with him.
I couldn't even comprehend what was going on.
My body ran on it's own.
"Hello, good evening. This is your pilot. We have reached Russia. We are going to land in a few minutes."
Uncle Jim clutched my hand and I released a breathe - a deep one.
Hoping everything will be fine now.
