IVY'S POV
Mama has been back about a month, her and Mom haven't spoken much, only when Mom said she was staying at Auntie Wanda's and that was it really.
- PJ : Where's Mommy? She said she would tuck me in
- Charlie : I'll tuck you in PJ
- Natasha : Come on guys, it's past PJ and Danny's bed time
- PJ : Where's Mommy?
- Natasha : She's staying with Auntie Wanda, like last night and the rest of the month
- Daniel : I want Mommy
- PJ : Why Mommy not here?
- Ivy : Jesus christ. Mom and Mama are separated
- Natasha : Ivy Maria, go to your room right now
I'm not wrong. Mom and Mama haven't stopped arguing or Mom refuses to talk to Mama and I heard Uncle Tony mention them staying separated if it continues.
- Charlie : Are Mom and Mama really separated? I just thought Mom was mad
- Ivy : That's what Uncle Tony said
- Bucky : Tony is talking out of his ass
- Charlie : Uncle Bucky!
- Bucky : Good thing your Mom asked me to come help out with the bedtime routine
- Natasha : Bucky
- Bucky : I'm here for the girls and then Y/n said to crash on the pullout couch in the office so I can help get the kids off to school in the morning
- Natasha : Thank you
I don't want my Moms to not be together, I don't like the idea of one of them spending Christmas alone or not being invited to Uncle Tony's parties but I do want them to be happy.
- Charlie : Can I sleep in here?
- Natasha : Char-
- Ivy : It's okay with me
- Natasha : Don't stay up late, okay? You've got school in the morning
- Charlie : Night Mama
- Ivy : Night
- Natasha : Night girls
If our Moms split up, permanently, I'll have to choose one to go to parent teacher conferences and to drive me to prom and come to my graduation. I'll have to choose one to live with. How do I choose one Mom over the other?
NATASHA'S POV
I've kinda been single parenting. Y/n picks the kids up from school, keeps them until 7 and then drops them off home. She's been having them for the weekends too. I just want her to come home, she belongs here, at home, with her family, with me.
- Bucky : Are you alright?
- Natasha : Y/n sent you here to spy on me and kids
- Bucky : But I'm also here as your friend
- Natasha : I'm fine
- Bucky : Nat
- Natasha : I don't know. It's hard. I just want Y/n to come home, so I can show her how much I love her and regret my choices
- Bucky : She needs time
- Natasha : Mhm
She needs time but I need her.
- Bucky : She's angry
- Natasha : Yeah
- Bucky : She misses you too, you know? Sat with her last night, she got wine drunk, cried about missing everything before. Missing you, the kids, Liho. God she wouldn't stop going on about Liho
- Natasha : Our first baby
- Bucky : She loves you, she wouldn't stop saying she loves you
- Natasha : Are you sure?
- Bucky : 100% sure, unless you know some other "Tasha"
- Natasha : She called me Tasha? She hasn't called me that since I came back
- Bucky : Well I think the exact phrasing was "my Tasha" but that doesn't matter
- Natasha : It does, it definitely does. She said she loves me?
- Bucky : Yeah, you just hurt her, really badly
I didn't mean to.
- Bucky : But, what can you do? If that was me in your situation and Maggie had disappeared, I would've done the same
- Natasha : Y/n said it was suicide
- Bucky : I don't know. Maybe it is, you did it intentionally, you went there knowing that you were going to throw yourself off the cliff to get a stone
- Natasha : Was it at least a cool stone?
- Bucky : Loki has them now, god knows why, but it was kinda cool. This golden/orange. Ivy said something about it being that colour because of your hair, we didn't want to tell her that wasn't true and it was just that colour all the time
- Natasha : I want to see it
- Bucky : I'll ask, you know what Loki's like
- Charlie : Mama
- Natasha : Hey, what's up?
- Charlie : I can't sleep, I feel kinda sick
- Natasha : Come here, sit with me and Uncle Bucky. It's okay. Why do you feel sick?
- Charlie : I miss Mom
- Natasha : Oh Charlie, my girl. I miss your Mom so much too
- Charlie : I want Mom to come home
- Natasha : Me too, me too
I need to prove things to Y/n, it's not just me that things are affecting now.
Authors Note
Have a drink and
a snack please
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